( he's grown used to the silence, the emptiness that comes from everything when he walks around or stays in one area — it's all lackluster, but he guesses this is his life. he's heard sound during the night once, and ever since then, things have remained the same. he's vulnerable like everyone else around him, the silence adding an element of surprise, but he's too overjoyed to really think about it now. the fight between ishimaru and madison went excellently well to the point he can't stop thinking about it, and the itch in his heart won't leave.
with his hands hidden in his pockets, his finger idly brushes against the ring that was gifted to him — playing with that too makes him happy, it's because it's something that means a lot. from the meaning behind it to who it came from, and as much as komaeda tries not to show any attachment to him or to anything he does — it's hard given who he is, who he will be, and the fact that once again he's been forced to reside in the body of a mere reserve course. there's many feelings that goes through his head every time he touches the ring, thinking, wondering until...
he sighs, not even audible, but hinata can see the way komaeda's shoulders fall slack as he stares outside — could there be something bothering him? he goes through a flurry of emotions himself, but given his health, it's normal, and so while his mind bounces back and forth between ishimaru and hinata, his eyes glance at the floor in thought. leaving himself open to being bothered, besides, he couldn't even hear when the other came in.
actually, when has komaeda ever been left out in the open with the light kissed along his frame, and even his hair glows from the moon's rays. )
SIGHS
with his hands hidden in his pockets, his finger idly brushes against the ring that was gifted to him — playing with that too makes him happy, it's because it's something that means a lot. from the meaning behind it to who it came from, and as much as komaeda tries not to show any attachment to him or to anything he does — it's hard given who he is, who he will be, and the fact that once again he's been forced to reside in the body of a mere reserve course. there's many feelings that goes through his head every time he touches the ring, thinking, wondering until...
he sighs, not even audible, but hinata can see the way komaeda's shoulders fall slack as he stares outside — could there be something bothering him? he goes through a flurry of emotions himself, but given his health, it's normal, and so while his mind bounces back and forth between ishimaru and hinata, his eyes glance at the floor in thought. leaving himself open to being bothered, besides, he couldn't even hear when the other came in.
actually, when has komaeda ever been left out in the open with the light kissed along his frame, and even his hair glows from the moon's rays. )