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Hinata Hajime (日向創) ([personal profile] futurebullets) wrote in [community profile] yogen 2021-06-10 12:32 pm (UTC)

sends u another tag at 5 am because i'm a menace

[It's not much, but - the corner of his mouth quirks up into a half-smile, just for a moment. The most genuine expression to cross his face this entire time.]

I feel like this is the part where I should be yelling "you don't understand how I feel at all" or something, but... That all feels pretty close to the mark. You sound like you're talking from experience.

[If Hinata were more on top of things, he'd be looking at that with a sharper eye - investigating, contemplating, ascertaining. As it is, he does at least take a mental note of it, but he doesn't pursue it any further unless Amami offers information himself.]

In the back of my head... I think I did ask myself those things. "What if I wasn't really an Ultimate at all?" Or, "What if it's something that I really hate?" But... I think I could've lived with the second one, if it meant I had something at all. I remember I joked around with a classm- [Cuts himself off. Readjusts.] ...a friend from that class of Ultimates, and he thought maybe I was the Ultimate Counselor. I told him then that it was too much stress and I didn't want a talent like that... But I would have taken it. If I could've had anything at all, I would've taken it.

[He looks down at his hands, curled lightly on top of his desk. Normal, boring hands that can't hold anyone up anymore.]

It would've been better than the alternative could ever be.

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