[ It took some time to pull together his senses and write this note, with the ever lingering pretense of Hyde fighting his every vibe to do anything functional. Especially on these last few days - or past week. It may have been a conversation some time ago, for Rika. However, to Jekyll it was a discussion they had to one another oft but what felt like perhaps a few days ago. The dissonance of time slipping from his grasp. If he does not do this now after deciding what would be done. Then he would never.
It felt like the time he wrote to Utterson(Watson?), as well as a will he left with Laynon. It almost felt ironic, truly Servants were always predisposed to following the same established fates that coincide with their real life patterns.]
To Rika Kawai,
It has come to my attention that time draws wrong for me, which means of course my worse fears have come to light. Unlike you and the rest of the group. I have long lived my life once before when I was alive, and perhaps it would make no sense to any of you. It is important I draw that realization to a conclusion that I should not be here. I wish to take responsibility for the cause and effect of what my presence here does to this world. As well as those around me. Especially you.
For that reason I want you to understand that despite never being able to speak to you myself, I longed for a friendship with someone much like you. You reminded me of an old friend, whom is lost to me in a fuddle of memories. Even still, I admired the fortitude of your will, and mind. Despite seeing everything that you have seen. Rika, you tried to work with what was given to you and look beyond the evil of what was before you. I cannot even fathom how that is even possible, for as long as I wished. I wanted to destroy evil, or make it disappear. As if it were a chemical substance needing rearranging or transforming. Inevitably, I learned in my mistakes and in the irony of my actions. That evil exists as much as good will, and neither can live without the other.
I wish that I had more time and weren't in a situation that were predisposed to making my ailment worse. As a servant, whom you can more or less acquit to me being a phantom or ghost. I am bound by rules, and the essence of what these rules stake over my existence. The worse part is, that as I were from my original world, my 'soul' you could say. Was already messed up and broken, to be very forward and most honest. As this will probably be the last of what I will ever get to say - I should not have ever been able to exist as what I am.
All servants are, are basically Heroes. What I am - is just merely a man, tied to a fate where the monster that I created. Were spun about like a wool into a monster bound by my want of justice against evil. I could never be a Hero, but if I could say one thing when had I met you. Keeping to myself, and trying hard not to speak to you. My thoughts were overwhelmed and charmed by the fact that I had been in fact. Within the presence of someone who could 'become' a Hero.
I believe in you Miss Rika Kawai, and for what it is worth. You are someone who I would have loved to have called my friend, and stood beside all along. That is why I hope these necklaces will help you figure out the mystery of this school, and how to get out of here. If there is anyone who can, I know it will be you and the rest of your friends.
Best Regards, Dr. Henry Jekyll
[ The letter is placed within her locker, with a small bag containing These two necklaces you can find here. ]
07/01 on, Note to be found in Locker .
It felt like the time he wrote to Utterson(Watson?), as well as a will he left with Laynon. It almost felt ironic, truly Servants were always predisposed to following the same established fates that coincide with their real life patterns.]
[ The letter is placed within her locker, with a small bag containing These two necklaces you can find here. ]