[He wants to just shut it out, to keep ignoring the meaningless ramblings... but it's hard. He liked it better when Noah was punching him. At least when he's in pain, caught up in the bloodshed and the destruction, he doesn't have to think about his feelings or the people around him. Things are so much simpler. Easier.
But now he's listening, and now he has to think about it, his expression contorting into an ugly scowl. Caring too much, scared of himself... he hates every stupid word that comes out of Noah's mouth. He hates how wrong it is, all the ways it's rightβ]
Shut up. You don't know meβyou don't know anything about me, what makes you think you can tell me how to feel?!
[He's scared of himselfβno, everyone else should be scared of him. That's the only logical answer. His mistake was pretending he could be normal, trying to a live a life he doesn't deserve. Worming his way into the hearts of these idiots who don't realize what they're dealing with...
It was his mistake. Now he has to be the one to fix it.]
... Fine. Let me rephrase my question.
What would I have to do to make you hate me? Killing, torture... a devil like me is capable of many things. So, do you want me to kill Nene for you, or should we lower the bar? How many innocent lives before you're willing to accept defeat? A few dozen? A hundred? Does it only matter if they're people you know? Why don't we just raze this whole timeline to dust, how many would you count that for?
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But now he's listening, and now he has to think about it, his expression contorting into an ugly scowl. Caring too much, scared of himself... he hates every stupid word that comes out of Noah's mouth. He hates how wrong it is, all the ways it's rightβ]
Shut up. You don't know meβyou don't know anything about me, what makes you think you can tell me how to feel?!
[He's scared of himselfβno, everyone else should be scared of him. That's the only logical answer. His mistake was pretending he could be normal, trying to a live a life he doesn't deserve. Worming his way into the hearts of these idiots who don't realize what they're dealing with...
It was his mistake. Now he has to be the one to fix it.]
... Fine. Let me rephrase my question.
What would I have to do to make you hate me? Killing, torture... a devil like me is capable of many things. So, do you want me to kill Nene for you, or should we lower the bar? How many innocent lives before you're willing to accept defeat? A few dozen? A hundred? Does it only matter if they're people you know? Why don't we just raze this whole timeline to dust, how many would you count that for?