I feel the same way. It's... frustrating, to say the least. I have no memories of how I could have died.

[It's like, really difficult to kill the devil himself.]

From what I can tell, "graduation" frees your soul from this place and allows you to reincarnate, but the idea of reincarnation, truth be told, doesn't sit right with me.

[Reincarnation implies being someone totally different. Lucifer isn't interested.]