( first of all, the stabbing was a good thing... more importantly? )
Well it would've been better than waiting if you had. Do you think it hurts less to find out now, when I finally started to calm down?
( because on some level it's true — he lost saihara, he lost rika, he almost lost kamo-kun too... it didn't feel great. in fact, he felt like he was barely moving forward for a while there; an empty shell of a person who only kept taking those steps out of habit, without any heart behind them. and now, it's only once he's started feeling secure again that subaru decides to tell him that he's at risk of that happening again? )
Not only that, but whatever you say, all that time that I didn't know is still time that I could've used to figure something out...
( the more time passed, the less he's able to do, and the worse he feels. )
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Well it would've been better than waiting if you had. Do you think it hurts less to find out now, when I finally started to calm down?
( because on some level it's true — he lost saihara, he lost rika, he almost lost kamo-kun too... it didn't feel great. in fact, he felt like he was barely moving forward for a while there; an empty shell of a person who only kept taking those steps out of habit, without any heart behind them. and now, it's only once he's started feeling secure again that subaru decides to tell him that he's at risk of that happening again? )
Not only that, but whatever you say, all that time that I didn't know is still time that I could've used to figure something out...
( the more time passed, the less he's able to do, and the worse he feels. )