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AL HAITHAM ([personal profile] commences) wrote in [community profile] yogen 2021-12-02 03:05 am (UTC)

true safalin was diff he could never amount to her level of codependency bc komaeda is always alone

I've always been happy, what made you think otherwise? That's not what matters though, my happiness or my sadness, it's only hope.

( his feelings aren't part of the grand scheme of things, it's all about what he does to move everything forward gives way to what matters. those that take part, the hopes that they sow through the seeds planted — he's excited always for what will come from it that he laughs, shaking his head. understand this, rio ranger, komaeda does not care for happiness, not even his own — it's just his religion to love hope, to see it thrive, and he let's that be known. )

I have so much work to do, hope doesn't just stop there because one person died, it might take many more bodies if they're useful for it, in becoming the proper stepping stones, but everyone works so hard to avoid dying... as long as it's not out of fear, and knowing weakness holds them back... they'll make it!

( there's some hope that's weaker than a few others here, but if that hope is eaten by the stronger hope, then... that's how it works for the creation of a magnificent hope. the way komaeda pushes them is wrong, but to him, he thinks he's as right as rain, helping them create a future that they can't do alone, and so he offers his assistance. he doesn't mind dying for them to find hope, as long as he gives his body to that, then he can be satisfied with his work.

when his body is gone, he won't know the feeling of satisfaction, he'll be wiped from the world, and only those who know about him can carry on his existence? or so he can hope, but he doesn't think like that or will, he'll believe that his efforts will show. )


Even now, there's hope I want to see prosper...

( he sighs, calming down, but that doesn't stop him falling onto his back with a loud thump, knocking his head against the surface. it doesn't hurt as much as it should, but a pinching pain finds its way, and he lifts a hand to run his hands through his hair, as one eye shuts from the pain. ) Ahaha... My job is never done. ( he's happy about it as he speaks, humming softly as he closes his eyes. )

Oh, did you beat the level?

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