( komaeda's picky, and with people he's also picky, but say if his group were the ones that were there, and no one participants that were already chosen. they had their personal nurse, and komaeda would have trusted her more than safalin as that goes. yet, he understands that she's an important role with rio, and she catered to him, like he catered to her, they complimented each other's personalities, and that way one was more inviting while the other must have been who they hated. there was a reason he's the way he is, and the reason she acted how she did — they were their floormasters, they weren't their friends, so they weren't meant to be trusted. )
I understand you and Safalin-san, but in the end, I don't think I would have cared for either of you at that moment.
( had they met komaeda when he was younger, he's really stuck in his ways, he could have hated them for their methods, he would have acted on his own, but also wanted everything to come together. killing is fine, it's horrible that they have a murderer that would kill them...! he would have been disappointed at the extents of their hope if they gave up and accepted what was at face value, if they don't pick apart the paint to see what's hidden behind that beautiful painting, they'll never know what they're truly looking at.
it's like an optical illusion some days. )
If someone did understand her, would you have gotten upset? To be with her, to know that no one could understand her, that's because you did in some way, right?
( he smiles softly as he speaks, swinging their hands slowly, but it hurts his stomach that he stops right after with a shaky breath. komaeda was too ambitious, and a hand lifts to his stomach as he tries to cover the area with his organic one. )
...That said, that would have worked with the group I had, though, they didn't want to believe what was happening. I took it pretty well, but in a normal reality, things such as killing games don't exist. ...I'd never live a normal, and boring life, it sounds pathetic, and I'd rather die to avoid such a horrible happenstance to happen to me. ( wheeze. ) Anyway, if you take students from a school, and throw them into a killing game, and give them a timer... ( he's sure that rio gets the idea, but komaeda will continue because it's fun to talk about, even though he's back in the same position ) ...they'd do anything, but having guides, ( he hums, if he had islandmasters, he guesses... that wouldd have been interesting, ) we had Headmasters, ( breathing in, ) but there was rules with them too. If we attacked one, the penalty was death, so I thought getting familiar with the Mastermindd would have been best. ( a wheeze here ) Yes, I would have played your games just to get close, but I don't really kiss ass, so you would have seen through me... but there's nothing wrong with rejecting my proposals as long as I played your game properly.
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( komaeda's picky, and with people he's also picky, but say if his group were the ones that were there, and no one participants that were already chosen. they had their personal nurse, and komaeda would have trusted her more than safalin as that goes. yet, he understands that she's an important role with rio, and she catered to him, like he catered to her, they complimented each other's personalities, and that way one was more inviting while the other must have been who they hated. there was a reason he's the way he is, and the reason she acted how she did — they were their floormasters, they weren't their friends, so they weren't meant to be trusted. )
I understand you and Safalin-san, but in the end, I don't think I would have cared for either of you at that moment.
( had they met komaeda when he was younger, he's really stuck in his ways, he could have hated them for their methods, he would have acted on his own, but also wanted everything to come together. killing is fine, it's horrible that they have a murderer that would kill them...! he would have been disappointed at the extents of their hope if they gave up and accepted what was at face value, if they don't pick apart the paint to see what's hidden behind that beautiful painting, they'll never know what they're truly looking at.
it's like an optical illusion some days. )
If someone did understand her, would you have gotten upset? To be with her, to know that no one could understand her, that's because you did in some way, right?
( he smiles softly as he speaks, swinging their hands slowly, but it hurts his stomach that he stops right after with a shaky breath. komaeda was too ambitious, and a hand lifts to his stomach as he tries to cover the area with his organic one. )
...That said, that would have worked with the group I had, though, they didn't want to believe what was happening. I took it pretty well, but in a normal reality, things such as killing games don't exist. ...I'd never live a normal, and boring life, it sounds pathetic, and I'd rather die to avoid such a horrible happenstance to happen to me. ( wheeze. ) Anyway, if you take students from a school, and throw them into a killing game, and give them a timer... ( he's sure that rio gets the idea, but komaeda will continue because it's fun to talk about, even though he's back in the same position ) ...they'd do anything, but having guides, ( he hums, if he had islandmasters, he guesses... that wouldd have been interesting, ) we had Headmasters, ( breathing in, ) but there was rules with them too. If we attacked one, the penalty was death, so I thought getting familiar with the Mastermindd would have been best. ( a wheeze here ) Yes, I would have played your games just to get close, but I don't really kiss ass, so you would have seen through me... but there's nothing wrong with rejecting my proposals as long as I played your game properly.