( a shame that he gives up so easy, if only there was some way to motivate him more. rather than frown at his words, komaeda keeps a coy smile as he watches the other fiddle with his collar. it's like he wants komaeda to say something, but there's time and place, and mentioning that will only draw him back rather than make his wish come true. ah, he said it himself, if someone said their wish, they'd have to make it happen all on their own. how many hours does he have until the year is over, can he make shin smile in that amount of time? he used to smile before. )
You made a wish for me, and I'm not going to limit you. I never want to see someone stuck in a moment of stagnation, it goes against everything I do.
( that's why shin takes two steps back, and komaeda takes two steps forward. that's why even now he doesn't care for the wish of not saying a certain word for a few hours where he can spread hope without even speaking. if he couldn't, he'd just be as useless like a rock on the side of the road.
now when he's mirrored with a dead look and a smile, komaeda matches it with a happier expression in his eyes, and a softer smile. that's not the sort of smile he wanted to see, but that smile isn't meant for him, it's supposed to be for shin tsukimi himself. one branded as sou hiyori benefits komaeda none. a breathy chuckle follows afterwards, and komaeda circles him once, and then twice before taking the sparkler out of his hand. )
Should I wish for us both, then? You have a tongue so you can talk... I can't indulge stupidity for so long, so you know the quicker you do this... the faster you can get rid of me.
( but whether komaeda goes is another story, shin should know the only person who wins is the person who keeps going because nothing stood in their way. even now, komaeda's able to continue like himself unlike shin who is guarded from head to toe, locking himself up, and... )
Hm... what do people wish together? To not be lonely? ( he writes the kanji of lonely with the sparkler, and then he continues with another word. ) To find happiness? A wish for Tsukimi Shin-kun and Komaeda Nagito-kun... ah, even saying that together is terrifying, what if I ruin it?
( the small crackle and snap of the stick plays in his ears, and with an inhale he hands it back to the other. it's to protect it from just exploding in his hand because nothing goes exactly right for someone like komaeda, but he seems to be avoiding that tonight. is it because it's hinata's birthday? or is there another reason? whatever it may be, he keeps it to himself just like everything else. )
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You made a wish for me, and I'm not going to limit you. I never want to see someone stuck in a moment of stagnation, it goes against everything I do.
( that's why shin takes two steps back, and komaeda takes two steps forward. that's why even now he doesn't care for the wish of not saying a certain word for a few hours where he can spread hope without even speaking. if he couldn't, he'd just be as useless like a rock on the side of the road.
now when he's mirrored with a dead look and a smile, komaeda matches it with a happier expression in his eyes, and a softer smile. that's not the sort of smile he wanted to see, but that smile isn't meant for him, it's supposed to be for shin tsukimi himself. one branded as sou hiyori benefits komaeda none. a breathy chuckle follows afterwards, and komaeda circles him once, and then twice before taking the sparkler out of his hand. )
Should I wish for us both, then? You have a tongue so you can talk... I can't indulge stupidity for so long, so you know the quicker you do this... the faster you can get rid of me.
( but whether komaeda goes is another story, shin should know the only person who wins is the person who keeps going because nothing stood in their way. even now, komaeda's able to continue like himself unlike shin who is guarded from head to toe, locking himself up, and... )
Hm... what do people wish together? To not be lonely? ( he writes the kanji of lonely with the sparkler, and then he continues with another word. ) To find happiness? A wish for Tsukimi Shin-kun and Komaeda Nagito-kun... ah, even saying that together is terrifying, what if I ruin it?
( the small crackle and snap of the stick plays in his ears, and with an inhale he hands it back to the other. it's to protect it from just exploding in his hand because nothing goes exactly right for someone like komaeda, but he seems to be avoiding that tonight. is it because it's hinata's birthday? or is there another reason? whatever it may be, he keeps it to himself just like everything else. )