[A little bit of regret stabs through him. Is it better to have brought her down to earth, or was it worse to let things continue on as they were? Hinata can't tell.]

I know it's terrible here... Even if there's people I've met that mean so much to me, I can't stand it. I hate waking up and not knowing if someone I care about will be gone again. It's just that... I can't afford to let go like this. Not when I'm not sure if I could stop myself.

[Hinata knows when he's of age, he'll drink like anybody else. But even then, he hopes he won't use it as an escape.]

But if it helps you... Even if I'm worried, I won't tell you to stop either.

[Maybe even if he should.]