[only komaeda is allowed to wipe blood off his face and not get smacked for it]
I didn't know that would happen. It's not like I could back out halfway through... [unless he could, i never bothered to check tbh but it'd be too easy if you could just do day 1 of practicum and skip day 2 and pass...
then again, after killing ~17 people on the first day, he was careful about not making it obvious that he was suddenly more vulnerable. if he tried to hide the whole day, what if someone noticed the change and realized he was weaker? the only person brave enough to attack him that day was that ex-science club girl, who definitely had a katana and a very dramatic training arc leading up to that moment, he's lucky he didn't have to fight anyone else...
he did have something to prove, though. maybe Komaeda's already guessed, based on their previous conversations... but with an air of reluctance, Add sighs and fesses up.]
Someone willing to kill indiscriminately, simply for the pleasure of it... that's the kind of monster I am. If you won't leave me alone, then I'll stop hiding it.
[it's not really an active threat to push him away, though, not anymore... he's just stating the facts, how he felt in that moment. surely this will scare everyone away from me.
it didn't, and he even made up with Noah already, so now it's just kind of embarrassing that he didn't know murder would blow up in his face like that.]
... anyway, it doesn't matter. Resources here are limited, so getting out quickly is of a higher priority than recovering from some minor injury... I'll deal with it after we get out.
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I didn't know that would happen. It's not like I could back out halfway through... [unless he could, i never bothered to check tbh but it'd be too easy if you could just do day 1 of practicum and skip day 2 and pass...
then again, after killing ~17 people on the first day, he was careful about not making it obvious that he was suddenly more vulnerable. if he tried to hide the whole day, what if someone noticed the change and realized he was weaker? the only person brave enough to attack him that day was that ex-science club girl, who definitely had a katana and a very dramatic training arc leading up to that moment, he's lucky he didn't have to fight anyone else...
he did have something to prove, though. maybe Komaeda's already guessed, based on their previous conversations... but with an air of reluctance, Add sighs and fesses up.]
Someone willing to kill indiscriminately, simply for the pleasure of it... that's the kind of monster I am. If you won't leave me alone, then I'll stop hiding it.
[it's not really an active threat to push him away, though, not anymore... he's just stating the facts, how he felt in that moment. surely this will scare everyone away from me.
it didn't, and he even made up with Noah already, so now it's just kind of embarrassing that he didn't know murder would blow up in his face like that.]
... anyway, it doesn't matter. Resources here are limited, so getting out quickly is of a higher priority than recovering from some minor injury... I'll deal with it after we get out.