[ Komaeda is the one who misunderstands, because he presumes her own opinion of others has to be what Komaeda accepts. She just merely disagrees, and wants him to know that. His view of others is wrong, yes - but its his view of others ultimately. Not everyone realizes changing people is not at the surmount of every action someone takes, for Nanami who loves and accepts her friends for who they are. What they have done. Only merely hoping that their future is better - and change yes in theory.
She feels sleepy...
Change in a sense that they are no longer abused, or brainwashed into the actions of what Junko Enishima wanted from them.
Not Changed in a sense that, Komaeda has to view others the same way Nanami does.
It was why she asked him the question that prompted this direction of conversation. As if she failed, once again her flag check in a relationship game. In trying to correctly maneuver points with others, and gain their acceptance. Gain their want to have interest in her - she failed again.
'...But if you didn't tell him then, you won't tell him now.'
'... Why do you think that is?'
She feels sleepy...
It was that she wanted him to accept her for who she is, in the same way she accepts him.
However she is not allowed that sense of closeness with anyone, let alone Komaeda who she perhaps hoped to have that established with if at all anyone. Almost relaying on the perspective conception of his mind. How he already seems to understand things at large, that others do not. When he breaks things down from a 3rd perspective. It was why in her own foolish but girlish desperation. She had followed after him, as if wanting something more from what he was giving her.
Nanami thinks on it, the value of the exchanged. How she failed, and how she foolishly wished to work against the laws that seemed to abide against her. It makes her feel foolish to try to even establish meaningful relationships. When she cant even tell any of them the truth of the matter. At least upon the island there was a purpose for it - here it almost felt as if she were cruelly trying too hard to fit in.
As if trying too hard to formulate moments where each and every one of them can figure it out for themselves. Was she trying too hard? Creating the wrong sorts of paths? As if she were either developing some otome game herself, or playing her cards the wrong way. The same sort of values she held in wanting Hinata to treat her like a girl, she wanted everyone to know some how about her truth. Chose the right words. Chose the right path, to figure it out on their own. When it were as it is, she wasn't suppose to be doing any of this. It went against her very nature - but she was trying.
Especially when making the club but an obvious attempt at a plea for help?
She's almost seemingly begging for anyone to help.
She feels sleepy...
Anyway, she actually does not take long to respond.]
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She feels sleepy...
Change in a sense that they are no longer abused, or brainwashed into the actions of what Junko Enishima wanted from them.
Not Changed in a sense that, Komaeda has to view others the same way Nanami does.
It was why she asked him the question that prompted this direction of conversation. As if she failed, once again her flag check in a relationship game. In trying to correctly maneuver points with others, and gain their acceptance. Gain their want to have interest in her - she failed again.
She feels sleepy...
It was that she wanted him to accept her for who she is, in the same way she accepts him.
However she is not allowed that sense of closeness with anyone, let alone Komaeda who she perhaps hoped to have that established with if at all anyone. Almost relaying on the perspective conception of his mind. How he already seems to understand things at large, that others do not. When he breaks things down from a 3rd perspective. It was why in her own foolish but girlish desperation. She had followed after him, as if wanting something more from what he was giving her.
Nanami thinks on it, the value of the exchanged. How she failed, and how she foolishly wished to work against the laws that seemed to abide against her. It makes her feel foolish to try to even establish meaningful relationships. When she cant even tell any of them the truth of the matter. At least upon the island there was a purpose for it - here it almost felt as if she were cruelly trying too hard to fit in.
As if trying too hard to formulate moments where each and every one of them can figure it out for themselves. Was she trying too hard? Creating the wrong sorts of paths? As if she were either developing some otome game herself, or playing her cards the wrong way. The same sort of values she held in wanting Hinata to treat her like a girl, she wanted everyone to know some how about her truth. Chose the right words. Chose the right path, to figure it out on their own. When it were as it is, she wasn't suppose to be doing any of this. It went against her very nature - but she was trying.
Especially when making the club but an obvious attempt at a plea for help?
She's almost seemingly begging for anyone to help.
She feels sleepy...
Anyway, she actually does not take long to respond.]
Rokkun...?