▙ Robotics/Programing Club . ▘

[moderating]

who: Anyone & Legion, Zero, Nagito Komaeda, Turing, ADD, Mewtwo, her new laptopsister
what: Nanami puts up a flyer & contacts people about Joining or forming the Club!
when: 6/6-6/12
where: The School
warnings: n/a


⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀1. A Messy Creative Flyer .

[ There is a Flyer on a bulletin board. The picture on it is very abstract, almost comic book like. The picture has a drawing of a computer & what looks like monomi typing furiously on a keyboard. The writing is rather messy and not onpar with someone her age - Bellow it reads the following:

Are you a computer? Have mechanical parts? Or interested in computers? Programing? Lets meet up every Thursday in room 2-B, if interested please reach me at my locker by 141 after class.

Although it is obvious the club has not formed yet, she is in amidst finding people interested. ]

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀▘ ▘ ▘ The rest are gunna be closed starters!

Comments

[commences]

They're ordinary... too mundane for me, who give stereotypical responses.

( why is komaeda always misunderstood? he never misunderstands, remember that. )

...? I talk to a lot of people, who are you referring to?

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[ Komaeda is the one who misunderstands, because he presumes her own opinion of others has to be what Komaeda accepts. She just merely disagrees, and wants him to know that. His view of others is wrong, yes - but its his view of others ultimately. Not everyone realizes changing people is not at the surmount of every action someone takes, for Nanami who loves and accepts her friends for who they are. What they have done. Only merely hoping that their future is better - and change yes in theory.

She feels sleepy...

Change in a sense that they are no longer abused, or brainwashed into the actions of what Junko Enishima wanted from them.

Not Changed in a sense that, Komaeda has to view others the same way Nanami does.

It was why she asked him the question that prompted this direction of conversation. As if she failed, once again her flag check in a relationship game. In trying to correctly maneuver points with others, and gain their acceptance. Gain their want to have interest in her - she failed again.

'...But if you didn't tell him then, you won't tell him now.'

'... Why do you think that is?'

She feels sleepy...

It was that she wanted him to accept her for who she is, in the same way she accepts him.

However she is not allowed that sense of closeness with anyone, let alone Komaeda who she perhaps hoped to have that established with if at all anyone. Almost relaying on the perspective conception of his mind. How he already seems to understand things at large, that others do not. When he breaks things down from a 3rd perspective. It was why in her own foolish but girlish desperation. She had followed after him, as if wanting something more from what he was giving her.

Nanami thinks on it, the value of the exchanged. How she failed, and how she foolishly wished to work against the laws that seemed to abide against her. It makes her feel foolish to try to even establish meaningful relationships. When she cant even tell any of them the truth of the matter. At least upon the island there was a purpose for it - here it almost felt as if she were cruelly trying too hard to fit in.

As if trying too hard to formulate moments where each and every one of them can figure it out for themselves. Was she trying too hard? Creating the wrong sorts of paths? As if she were either developing some otome game herself, or playing her cards the wrong way. The same sort of values she held in wanting Hinata to treat her like a girl, she wanted everyone to know some how about her truth. Chose the right words. Chose the right path, to figure it out on their own. When it were as it is, she wasn't suppose to be doing any of this. It went against her very nature - but she was trying.

Especially when making the club but an obvious attempt at a plea for help?

She's almost seemingly begging for anyone to help.

She feels sleepy...

Anyway, she actually does not take long to respond.]

Rokkun...?

[commences]

Ah... you all respect him enough to call him that.

( "senpai" which komaeda's never thought of doing a thing, or it slips his mind considering the position he's in. perhaps he wants to be called senpai, or have that semblance of importance, but it's not like rokkun calls him "kouhai," he only calls him by his first name despite komaeda's reservations. the closeness of it, at first, he felt the same way that hinata felt when nanami said his name. even when nanami does it, he manages to keep this sort of distance, but he answers anyway, but he's never told her to stop the same way he's done rokkun. maybe it's the closeness of it that he doesn't understand, or maybe he "knows" her enough to warrant it. he hasn't made up his mind as of why, instead, he moves on. )

At first, I thought you meant Fujioka-kun...

( komaeda has only hung with him a few times, but he doesn't know what year class he's in. then again, komaeda doesn't focus on anyone outside of ultimates anyway, like a parent making sure his children are on the right track while being the child enamored by those he adores. )

What is it about Rokkun you'd like to know?

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... Before you leave me again... Rika-chan said something interesting about him, I wanted to know how you felt about it.

[ Nanami began, promptly adjusting herself once again, though seemingly sleepy all the same. Her eyes catch his and she is unable to discern the thought that he had himself. The importance of names and why there may be weight to it, when she says it herself. Or why there shouldn't be, such truth of it merely laid in the fact that Nanami felt themselves friends. Most simply.

Especially at the end of it all, aware that her existence merely thrived because of the memories of each and everyone of them. Such tenderness when she died, clutched her hear tightly. Her nimble actions with fingers tightening around the straps of her bag. Procuring that sense of vulnerability. Afraid to lose any more memories that made her individual and herself, afraid that any moment she would disappear again, and afraid that she could not let them all know the truth of herself.

Nanami cares a lot for each and every one of them, even if she were predisposed to do so. It was her everything, and calling him by his name was a declaration of t hat. That at any moment she could fade away, and she wanted to at least live her life to the fullest... The fullest a life like hers can live that is.]

[commences]

Kawaii-san?

( he knows her name anywhere as she's an associate in his crimes, so his brow raises as he looks at nanami with curiosity. is there something that happened between her and rokkun? she has been worried about him as of late, so it would make sense as to why she has so much information about his person. though, to ask komaeda's feelings mean the people within this school must seem some sort of connection. well, nanami did notice him hanging out around him, there's no doubt about that... )

What did she say?

( he sounds interested, especially if an ultimate is relaying information to him. )

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... That senpai may be dealing with a lot of stuff that goes on behind the scenes. [ Nanami adjusts a little but uncomfortably. Taking the hood of her sweater and rearing it forward. So it covers some of her head. ] ... They were upset that he couldn't be with her, and that he knows things she cant know. It seems to check out because even when he talked to me and handed me a charm. It was like he knew something that I didn't.

[ Nanami fidgets attempting to get at a point, that would round the reason for her even pursuing him like this. ]

... I thought it was worth mentioning.... Holding back things because they cant say what they want to say. Maybe you should talk to him more about that, it feels like you are both close.

[commences]

( he knows about this, sort of, how rika is worried about rokkun, how he stays to himself because the young, female heart wants what it wants — it'd want for him to be safe, to be away from danger, and that's a problem. komaeda doesn't pry, he has an idea, but he doesn't stick his entire business into what rokkun does unless it doesn't make sense to him — all this time, he's gone with what he knows... as long as things are done for hope, he sees no wrong.

it's being pressed, he finds, how nanami shows her concerns despite being an ai, but she was crafted that way — to worry about others, to show her concern. )

...

( he sighs, looking at the way she hides within her hood. )

What charm did he give you, Nanami-san?

[moderating]

...

[ It takes her a minute or so to think about how to respond, but she digs into her uniform and takes out one of the small eyes that he gave her. From here, it's only 1 single tiny round one. And she reaches over to put it in Komeadas hand. ]

[commences]

( he lifts it up to inspect, and there's a bit of laughter that leaves from him as he stares at the eye of it. )

Yep, you did get this from him... I saw these on... my birthday.

( he didn't ask much about them because he didn't want to intrude in rokkun's life, but as he looks at it, he knows that he has... many of them. when he thinks about it, why does he carry so many, and only offer a singular piece. he doesn't find anything wrong with that though, especially since it was given to nanami. )

You should take care of it... It might really be good luck.

( to protect her from the bad luck, to protect her from the things she doesn't know yet... ) There must have been something about you that made him offer this up.