( holding the pda in his hand to read over the response, he does the action a few more times before he proceeds to type in his own reply. it's a little slow at first as he thinks on it, and he wonders if there's something he should do. komaeda at times can be kind, but there are others when he's capable of being cruel. he takes his time into this reply, thinking on hinata's fears and concerns, and what they mean to him — he hums, though it isn't audible, but he pretends he can feel the subtle vibration around his lips.
what should he say? is this the other's way of confiding in him? it makes komaeda wonder if the other is searching for someone to stop him, as if he's going to do something he regrets. )
i'll do it.
( he shows the screen to hinata, making sure he reads the first part of the text before he types the rest of his thoughts. at this part of komaeda's life, he has mixed feelings, some he doesn't understand, and others he wonders why does he have them. luckily, his morality is low, and he doesn't mind doing horrible things as long as it's for the sake of hope. hinata may not know, but even though komaeda attempts to put him at arm's length — there's always something that guides him back. )
i'll kill for you, and that way you can fall asleep. would that get rid of the nightmares... and allow you to sleep peacefully...?
( it's because no matter what is between them, komaeda still cares about him — even now, he still doesn't understand why he's this way. )
how we're both awake now and for what
what should he say? is this the other's way of confiding in him? it makes komaeda wonder if the other is searching for someone to stop him, as if he's going to do something he regrets. )
i'll do it.
( he shows the screen to hinata, making sure he reads the first part of the text before he types the rest of his thoughts. at this part of komaeda's life, he has mixed feelings, some he doesn't understand, and others he wonders why does he have them. luckily, his morality is low, and he doesn't mind doing horrible things as long as it's for the sake of hope. hinata may not know, but even though komaeda attempts to put him at arm's length — there's always something that guides him back. )
i'll kill for you, and that way you can fall asleep.
would that get rid of the nightmares... and allow you to sleep peacefully...?
( it's because no matter what is between them, komaeda still cares about him — even now, he still doesn't understand why he's this way. )