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Entry tags:
murder murder murder
who: Jekyll & Hyde, Noah
what: Confrontations
when: July 2
where: all over
warnings: Not for the light of heart. Cw: suicide attempt, murder, etc
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what: Confrontations
when: July 2
where: all over
warnings: Not for the light of heart. Cw: suicide attempt, murder, etc
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β When you face in the mirror! β
β Long as you β β l iii v e, β β I will still be here! β
[ The him that Jekyll wants to choke people who defy him, the him that Jekyll wants to kill Lucifer for omitting he was a devil being, and the him who finds agitation in the simplest antics of Crona. For their 'stupidity' and 'inability' to think for them self. The him, that Jekyll wants to get rid of. These things were of Jekyll's thoughts, and him alone. Merely because Hyde takes form of them and exemplify these thoughts into coherent actions. Where Jekyll himself could not, as if he were truly just a faulty coward in the face of others. All that Hyde does is tide himself around others accordingly, to how Jekyll desires. Merely because he desires, and Hyde becomes... That is how it works.
Dark intrusive thoughts given shape into a man, who will act them out for you.
The worse sort of being.
It was why...
Those like Dito, are individuals of interest to Jekyll deep down. He thinks, if he can understand Dito - then he can understand himself better. Dito being an entity who acts in his own wants, driving his inherent drivel of personality into the world. As if he believes being ugly, is the most beautiful thing. As if that were the normal way to be - or was it that he wanted to drag everything into ugliness with him. Hyde did not know yet, but Jekyll was intrigued - and Hyde was slowly becoming more obsessed with him.
That Rika - who, for all that she was worth. Were exactly how Jekyll thought he wanted to try to be. Someone strong even at their youth, someone able to take the evil things that she sees and look beyond them. Or into them, and understand their depths without fearing what it is she sees from it. Hyde's obsession with wanting to drag her deeper in. Wanting to torment her - this was all Jekylls deep seeded desire to ruin something so earnest and genuine.
His want to kill Komaeda, because he feared him.
The obsession with Hajun, because he wanted to be him.
Hyde echoes the silence of what Jekyll wishes to see. Merely because he does not act it out - does not mean they are two with different ideas. They are toned in colors, but always remain in one hue.
It is hilarious to Hyde and he cackles, reminding Jekyll of all his actual deep thoughts. All of this. That Jekyll tries so hard to ignore the absolute feelings that are deeply seeded within him. It ruins him, and it is why Hyde can take advantage of their feelings - of his feelings. In a place like this. ]
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β Is the end of a nightmare! β
β All that you are is a dying s c r e a m! β
[ Jekyll's hand slams against the mirror to shut the other up. The voices that are so loud in this quiet silent world. Go unheard, despite that it is coming from deep within his throat. The mirror cracks where he slammed his fist, and Hyde snickers with a loud cackle from the other side. Watchin as Jekyll bends under the pressure of Hydes truths. ]
β I shall end this demon dreaaaaaam! β
[ He's decided it, this has gone on too long. Hyde dares him, the two continue this soliloquy. ]
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[ Hyde ushers his other half to look at the school around them - why does Jekyll think he can escape what this place has brought to them? Why does he not heed what the Counselor says? Why does he try to escape and run always from the truth right in front of him? Hyde hisses, his own laughter is what fills in the interjection of conversations between them. An argument flipping back and forth between the two. As they dive into the overwhelming depths of their complicated psyche. ]
[ This school welcomes him, this place is for him - for them. Jekyll merely need settle down in the corners of their heart. Where he can snuff it out with every murder hey commits to, one after the other. With every action he takes against everyone around them. Especially, when every time Hyde conducts himself accordingly. These actions are what it takes, to dismantle the morals that Jekyll tries to tie himself to. As if committed to something, that will keep him from drowning far too deep.
Alike floats that keep him from falling below the sea of sins he has committed as Hyde.
But his sins crawl along his back. ]
[ The School, they are truly trapped here. He would gladly make it that everyone is. Gladly see to it that everyone tries to kill one another. ]
β No matter β WHAT β you may pretend - β
[ Jekyll feels himself upset, this is because he exists. People have died, because he existed here. When he was but a servant, and lived his time alive... He let himself stay and for what - look at all those who had died? For all he knows, he may have even killed Ritsuka without realizing. ]
[ Hyde says as if his plan to kill Jekyll off was sound proof - murder the fool whom succumbed to the romanticisms of kindness. With a form of guilt that not even he can come back from. If killing someone as Chihiro in the way that they had... Was not enough - then he will kill more. He will kill Noah next. ]
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β And my memory will hide you! β
β You cannot choose but to lose control β
[ Jekyll feels his own voice going hoarse with all the yelling he does, despite the eclipsed silence that measures his voice. That none of the world can hear him. Despite how desperate he is for anyone to hear him - someone help him he is begging. Someone stop this, he is tired he is exhausted. Why does living cause so much suffering? Why did he ever allow himself to think he could take away evil as if it were something you could destroy so simply?
Why was he so childish? ]
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β Iβ β live deep insideβ β you! β
β Each day you'll feel me devour your souuul! β
[ Is this a Joke? Hyde is offended and annoyed by the absolute childishness Jekyll is reverting to because he is desperate and pushed against the wall. The bathroom they argue in seems to be alit with such energy from them. Back and forth, containing this ominous rage that they have uniquely of them self. It almost feels as if it takes form physically, Hyde's seeming rising devilry causing the room around them to be cold. Whilst Chihiro lays there upon the floor, like they were nothing but a prior arrangement. Something to be simply 'dealt' with once their argument has come to end.]
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β Like you need me! β
β I'll become whole β
β As you dance with dΜΆΝΝ Μ·ΜΜΝΜ₯eΜ·ΝΜΜ€ Μ΄ΜΜ£aΜΈΜΝΜ Μ΅ΝΝΜ°tΜ΄ΜΜΜΜ― Μ·ΜΜ’hΜΆΜΜΜΜΉ ! β
[ That voice is not his own, it's Hydes... Who is he arguing with? How can he hear his own voice? Whose voice? What voice.... His hands are shaking. Why did his voice sound so demonic - why does he sound no different from Hyde when he himself speaks. He is breaking. He is tired. He is ready to kill. ]
β And I'll rΜ΅ΜΜ°eΜΈΜΜjΜΈΝΜoΜ΅ΜΜiΜΈΝΜ¬cΜ·Μ Μ§eΜ·ΝΜ³ β
β As you breathe your final breaaaaath! β
[ He contends, seemingly losing it Jekyll grips tightly against the bathroom sink. The weigh of his body presses it downward. Seemingly cracking it ajar - its crooked now. Jekyll is leaning against everything, he is threatening. He is serious. He is ready. Yet still why does his face look as if he is terrified? Gentle? Scared? Tired... Sad.... Soft... He just wants to disappear - please. ]
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Intermission .
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β They'll β β neverβ be able β to β s e p a r a t e β
β Jekyll β from β Hyde! β
[ Hyde cackles, it's over now. Jekyll's seal is placed, his soul queries against the already breaking Saint Graph that makes up two. Yet because, it is this place had originally hail'd for them - when they were once alive. Slowly allowing regaining abilities, in the methodical way that it did. Alike a water dripping into an already burning oil - and all that would remain in essence were more than what was originally put in.
His Saint Graph or spirit origin, was already fucked over upon his summoning with under the Chaldea organization.
The school allowed for, his original container to swirl about even more, and weave into a different pathing.
In months if it occurred, and he obtained his shapeshift ability. As par his existence from the Throne of Heroes. With the already corelating formula of his existence in this place- he would be a beast.
Alike how Manaka tainted him, this place too tainted him in turn. Churning the origin of his existence, into what he most reflected or desired of himself.
Hyde is in control, it would be how he wants it. He would be as his original Berserker form intended, and the Throne of Heroes were oft but a stolen formula in this place. Truly that woman obsessed with the Knight would be proud - and oh how he remembers her. A mutt, she regards him. Expendable, and Hyde was fine with such a thing. As he wanted nothing more than to kill and she allowed it.
It was done, Hyde wanted Jekyll to realize this. Torment him - himself a disgusting masochistic manner of treating yourself. Anguish, in the best form of self reprimand. He feels it as Jekyll, because he is Hyde. Jekyll feels the excitement Hyde delights in. The mix feelings are toxic - Jekyll feels sick, Hyde feels nauseated.
It's over now. ]
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[ Jekyll quickly summons the knife within their Graph - he tries with as quickness as the world will allow him. To drive it into his neck but his arm - his broken arm reaches out for it. Clasping Jekyll tightly in their attempt to kill them self before things get worse. Jekyll cannot help but think about everyone within the school - about the murders that just happened... About how if Hyde continues, it will destroy them more and that he is not sure anyone is equipped for the sort of hell Hyde can commit as a loose Servant.
How can anyone escape such a seeming blasphemous situation where Hope seemed all but lost and there was only... Death. Despair.... Darkness...
He tries so hard to end his own life. ]
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β You die, too! β
[ He tells himself to die, and if words can be a curse. If his echoes or feelings can surmise as one. As he can do nothing but watch his own life fall out of order.... Let him at least fulfill one thing right....
Even Hyde knew exactly what to do to teeter this fool over to the other side. His own thoughts were what ultimately fed Hyde in the end. Even as his own feelings mourn the lost of his self... There is so much more of him that seems enlightened and delighted by the prospect of no longer being held back. Hyde beams leaning into the mirror, watching as Jekyll within stammers to come to terms with the new reality. He is trying to kill himself, but Hyde is over powering him and stopping him.
He reopens the cut Rika left along his neck, and it bleeds down his chest. Dripping onto the floor - they enter the Void.
Jekyll surmises... That was his last attempt at saving everyone and himself... To just die... Everything around them being torn asunder as they enter the void, let him at least not add to such grief or such misfortunate. Each event before this has led everyone astray - let him not do this as well.
As much as Hyde was right, he could not dare to bear the burden of seeing the faces of those he admired or cared for. Look to him, as if he were a monster... He is tired.... Let himself end this. The Knife digs deeper, Hyde's hand stops himself again.
He is watching from the outside looking in.]
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β I'll be you ! β
[ In the void world, Jekyll sits on the other side of the mirror looking in.
He is watching from the outside looking in.
Hyde grins, adjusting their glasses taking the knife in hand as the blood runs down along his shirt. ( how the FUCK is this whacko still alive dw about it im fixing that ) Hyde flips the knife with his good hand, and leans away from the sink. Hyde hits the glass mirror, punching where Jekylls face were. Returning them back into the school as it were, silent. Dead silent.
This was how it was meant to be.... Hyde smirks, knowing exactly what to do now... In order to remedy Jekyll's last attempt at salvaging this situation.
To kill him off completely, he will kill another again. ]
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β β Leave me free! β β
[ Whose voice echo'd? Whose voice is this? Whose voice are you? ]
β β You are me? β β
[ It is fine, because it is his voice and he will commit to his ways. He will... Do what he needs to do next.
He will, kill again. ]