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yogen2021-07-01 11:29 am
crystallomancy) wrote in yogen2021-07-01 11:29 am
( closed-ish ) ad astera per aspera
Who: Natsume Sakasaki & various
What: July catch-all
When: 07/01 onwards
Where: looks off into the distance...
Warnings: you know what....... i bet we're gonna need some. will edit later.
a little catch-all for natsume, for outside-of-event-logs-and-etc threads. you can toss your own starters for him in here too, but i appreciate being given a heads up first! we can talk at ![[plurk.com profile]](https://plurk.com/favicon.ico)
coordination or on my plotting comment here!
What: July catch-all
When: 07/01 onwards
Where: looks off into the distance...
Warnings: you know what....... i bet we're gonna need some. will edit later.
ana-bolism:
Paramore was right. Hard times.
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[that's all he gets at first, subaru fiddling with his hands as he processes it, as he makes himself think through it because it's natsume, who's been his friend since first year. his first friend, and the person who led him to the happiness he has now.
like, how is he supposed to feel?
he doesn't know. he really, really doesn't know, so–
well, his brain decides for him and tucks it away, pushes it aside like he does everything else, to deal with some other time. or not at all. his feelings, that is, because the reality it's still hanging in the air, waiting for an answer, and subaru takes in a breath.]
I don't think less of you, Natsume. 'Cause you were scared, and you're just human, too. It wasn't right, but... But you didn't do it because you wanted to, or because you thought it'd be fun, or anything like that. So it's okay.
[well. not "okay". but subaru's always struggled with heavy stuff, so he hopes. it gets across.]
... But don't do it again, okay? Even if you feel that way a second time, Natsume, you should tell someone how you feel. There's gotta be at least one person you trust here, right? I mean, besides me. So tell them. Tell me, if it happens again. You don't have to deal with stuff like that on your own.
[...]
Um. Thanks for telling me though? Even though it's 'cause someone else would anyway, I'm glad I heard it from you.
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he doesn't know how to feel when the first person who comes to mind is shuichi. he doesn't know how to feel, again, when clamor and lucifer follow after, thoughts much more tentative than his initial one. natsume slowly opens his eyes and glances at subaru, judging if he's lying — he isn't, and he knows this because subaru wears his heart on his sleeve, doesn't let a single emotion not pass his face by. it's his best and worst quality. )
...I'll think about IT, ( which is probably as close to "i will" as subaru can get, considering it's natsume. ) Don't thank me for this THOUGH. I'm aware it's a lot to take in on your first DAY.
( ... )
All of this IS.
( not just the uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh murder thing. )
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time to rubber band back!]
Yup, it'll probably sort itself out! So so, tell me about the people here! What's talking that shouldn't be talking, huh? Are the clubs any good? Can we go to karaoke? Got anyone you liiiiike?
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We have a talking DOG, the clubs are FINE, we can't leave the campus GROUNDS, and I'm not telling if I do or DON'T.
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What, that sucks! The campus part, not the talking dog, that's awesome. And c'mon, if you didn't you'd just say straight out, so you do have someone you like! What're they like? Are they cute? Point 'em out to me if you can~☆
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( bye, )
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Naaatsume~ I wanna know who you're friends with so I can be friends with 'em too~! If you don't tell me now, I'll just find out myself! And you won't like that as much, I promise~. ☆
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natsume wiggles his arm away, but he isn't leaving. )
...There's a pair of twins here I enjoy the company of — Maya and Hiro Arisu. I wouldn't cross either of them if I were YOU, so be on your best behaVIOR. Hiro-kun is easier to get along WITH, so I'd start there if you're interested in making FRIENDS.
( sorry hiro )
Maya-chan is more difficult — business-minDED, but she's a very kind perSON. Don't tell her I said THAT, because I'm not interested in having her foot on mine aGAIN.
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[immediate. that means they'll get along just fine.]
Hiro and Maya, huh..? Got it! I'll keep an eye out for them~. Anyone else?
[please tell him you have more than two friends]
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...I hurt a lot of peoPLE, Baru-kun. ( firmer. ) But if you take a library book out and don't return IT, you'll meet the ghost of a young girl who will try to take your fingernail as payMENT. You can also perform a séanCE, but I doubt you know how to do one properLY. Her name is Haruka, and she is absolutely adoraBLE.
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[of course natsume would befriend a fingernail taking ghost girl]
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( ??????? maybe she does. )
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Huh. [...] Well, thanks for that. I'm really happy to know you've got friends here, you know~. Even if you hurt a lot of people, there's still names you can give me.
[let him... hug you...☆]
Besides! [let him...] I'm sure they'll be able to talk to you again, someday! [hug...] You're a good person, Natsume, and even good people make mistakes!
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I don't need a HUG, so don't touch ME. ( :/ !!!!!!! ) You'll meet the rest of them in due time anyWAY. Those three are the ones who aren't as quick to seek people OUT.
( oooooooor in haruka's case she's a ghost so even if she were around they can't see her. haruka if you're out there....... )
...Just watch yourself around Komaeda-san. He's wrong in the HEAD, and I don't say that lightLY.
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'Kaaaay. Can I make one more request, Natsume?
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Depends on what it IS.
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[show him around!!!]
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Don't act too buddy-buddy with ME.
( but
okay. they'll take a tour in what time they have left for break and then he'll dump subaru back at his classroom, there we go. )