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(closed) so if i break my face
Who: Nagito Komaeda & anyone who hits me up
What: July catch-all
When: 07/01 onwards, save a few backdated threads
Where: Various locations
Warnings: TBA
What: July catch-all
When: 07/01 onwards, save a few backdated threads
Where: Various locations
Warnings: TBA
my face is just my face
This post is a place for all of Komaeda's closed threads, starters, and miscellany through the month. If you want to set something up, I can be reached by PM or at ![[plurk.com profile]](https://plurk.com/favicon.ico)
sakasaki
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he's not just going to forget this, even if he walks away now. he's long passed that point already.
fine, weirdo hope man. he'll play your stupid game.]
... So, what? You want me to stay away from him? If you think I'm going to take that from you, you really are brainless.
I already lost my life a thousand years ago... I'm not afraid to die again. If it was to save Noah's life, I wouldn't think twice. But that doesn't mean I'm going to throw my life away, either. I am going to live, and Noah and I will leave this place together, just like always.
[that's his one, selfish wish... a wish that feels too ambitious to put his faith into, something a dead man like him hardly deserves. but he can still try.]
If you're so worried about something happening to me, maybe you should stop inciting people to murder.
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( noah doesn't want clamor to leave here because anywhere else, clamor's in danger, and that's the last thing he wants — instead, he wants his freedom. to be free, komaeda has heard it now and time again, everyone has a different definition just like he does with how they view hope, but he doesn't believe that freedom outshines hope, no, you need the latter to gain the former. )
Not if he has anything to say, because he cares too much about you... so he'll do anything as long as you're safe...
( who wouldn't do that for a loved one? that's normally how it goes, how it should be, but komaeda doesn't understand the sentiment. all he has is hope, and the ultimates around him, and... a few other people, considering he has to be around those that are untalented — he takes it upon himself to share his life with them just to mediate their conversations with ultimates, and deal with them so talented people doesn't have to. )
When you mentioned you died before, does that have something to do with being a sickle...? He divulged information about wanting you to live for yourself.
( he's ignoring the murder part. )
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[he's a little miffed Komaeda even knows, but well... it's not like he's tried to make it a big secret or anything. but he's still not going to talk about it now, because fuck you Komaeda. you specifically don't get to know about the sickle thing.
basically, he's ignoring the sickle part.]
Noah has his own goals to worry about, too. And he wouldn't leave me behind in a hellhole like this. Just because I have a body here doesn't make it any better... we're partners, we leave together.
[he won't stay behind, and he won't leave without Noah—what would be the point? being "safe" but alone again... he'd be miserable like that.]
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( given his reaction, the hesitation at the start, he can gauge from that alone that there's truth to what noah said, and why wouldn't there be? as much as he claims to care about him, why would noah lie, also why would he lie if he's willing to kill them all for clamor. it wouldn't make any sense, and yet, komaeda looks towards the elswordian before swallowing down his saliva, a moment to get his words together. )
His goals only involve you, Clamor-san. ( he looks down towards the male's boots, blinking as he's a little surprised of the brand. ) What are those...? Ah, you see... ( lift his head back up to properly look him in his face, trying to catch the reflection of him in his monocle. he sees that from it, he isn't smiling, nor does he appear impressed, and he wonders if that's because of how serious the conversation is.
when he says partners, it sends a shudder down his spine... what's it like to have something like that? in a way, he guesses him and hinata could have had that, and as much as rokkun calls them "partners in crime," it feels distant... are they supposed to be together no matter what? then why... did he almost die? listening to clamor opens up too many possibilities, and so he sighs to push the thought of that out his head. )
If anyone threatens you, if there's an attack on your life, to keep you safe... he'll kill to make sure you're protected — no one here is safe, and imagine... those meetings you run, just one wrong move... and the blood of everyone here will be on your hands.
( or sickle, he says this easily, thinking of the weaker transfers first: nene, stephanie, and among some others. )
...If he's thinking of killing others, he's already in the process of wanting to preserve his hope... he'll do anything, even if it means going against your words... that sort of pure love is what motivates him, you're the reason why our bad end will come about.