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Noah Ebalon (𝕷𝖎𝖇𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖔𝖗) ([personal profile] silentabyss) wrote in [community profile] yogen2021-07-03 04:02 pm

[OPEN] If this day was your last

Who: Noah & YOU!
What: July Catch-All
When: Throughout July
Where: Various; see prompts for specific locations
Warnings: Will be posted in specific prompt headers if they come up
Notes: Open prompts are in here, as well as specific closed things! If you want me for something either send a message to this journal, poke me on the game discord, or bonk me at [plurk.com profile] wolfchan!



FURTHER NOTES: Throughout the month Noah has an extremely obvious cut on his arm that has also torn the sleeve of his jacket. He keeps it bandaged but for the first week of the month it's extremely obviously there. People are free to approach him at any time about the injury and ask him questions, but be warned he will get extremely defensive and aggressive if pushed too much. Could make for some fun CR, idk.
subtract: stamina's gone (Y-0353)

[personal profile] subtract 2021-07-21 10:40 am (UTC)(link)
[don't worry i'm sure the next story revamp will include a retcon about people moving back into elrianode several arcs ago just to spite me, anyway,

Ciel is totally ignoring them, and so is Rena. Which kind of stings until Add's brain catches up with the situation and reminds him that he was trying not to be seen, so this can only be a good thing. He pulls his eyes away from the scene, looking over at Noah with a scowl.]


... Illusion, or something like it. You said you saw something else when you came down here... so it's probably just a fabrication. None of this is real.

[Ciel and Rena are supposed to have faces, after all.

(and yet he feels a pang of disappointment, realizing how long it's been since he has seen their faces...)

Add pulls himself back to his feet, grabbing the nearby wall to steady himself. The cookies—real or not—seem like a lost cause, and the demon-elf pair head back towards the kitchen... he looks down the other end of the hall, towards the room where everyone else must be.

None of this is real... so he doesn't have to feel anything in particular. He sighs, slightly irritated, but otherwise calm.]


Well, we don't have to worry about hiding if that's the case. [and then he's going to pick up one of the broken cookies that got left on the floor... when you're an anomalous entity that exists beyond the concept of time, the five second rule can be extended indefinitely and also no one can stop you. not even the time cops. he takes a bite.] ... hmm. Detailed. Constructed based on memories, or... evidence of prior research...?

[he slowly nibbles on the cookie as he thinks, savouring each tiny bite. yes, it... really does taste like the real thing...]
subtract: the way back in (Y-0322)

[personal profile] subtract 2021-07-22 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Based on memories, not necessarily a recreation of memories. At least try to keep up with me here. [and he's not responding to any cookie-based accusations because he's shoving the rest of it in his mouth, can't stop won't stop]

Obviously, [*might be muffled from having half a cookie in his mouth] I wouldn't make the suggestion if I didn't recognize anyone. They're just old acquaintances... hmm, but this looks the same as how I remember it. Different from an unknown outcome like you described... must be some other connecting trait...

[He trails off from that thought, wandering towards the room up ahead... it's the main living area, so that's where everyone would be gathered. He hesitates when he reaches the doorway, but it's brief—this is nothing to get worked up about. It's all fake, so what does it matter?

Everyone is gathered, for the most part. There's a board set up on the table that may or may not be the Ancient Elrian equivalent of Scrabble. Eve must be acting as referee today, because she seems to be attempting to mediate a shouting match between Elsword and Aisha. Ara is rearranging the little tiles in front of her like she's deeply conflicted... Lu's tail keeps flicking around like she's irritated, but that's probably because of the desserts. Chung already has a book out. They can only guess how long this argument has been drawn out already. Raven must be somewhere in the kitchen with Ciel and Rena.

Elesis and Ain are also gone, but... that would make sense. Even without the faces, he can tell whose timeline this must be imitating. Add isn't present, either.

He sighs, taking a step closer to frown at the board.]


... "Misunderestimate"? Seriously, Elsword? Just save a few letters for next turn.
subtract: all you want (Y-0212)

[personal profile] subtract 2021-07-23 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't answer right away, still processing the illusory scene unfolding around them. It's not like this is the first time he's been made an observer, watching the people he cares about live their lives without him. It's not like this is the first time he's yearned to go back, to join them again, felt regret, second guessing...

Add scoffs, face hidden in the shadows of his hood. This is exactly why he hates revisiting the present.]


Those idiots? As if. I told you, they're just... acquaintances.

[and this friendly, comfortable atmosphere is starting to seriously grate on his nerves. Why the hell should they get to make him feel like this...?

It seems like the arguing pair have almost reached some kind of agreement, and maybe this game might finally be able to continue... until, suddenly, the board is flipped up into the air, scattering letter tiles everywhere. Everyone at the table jumps up in shock, a new argument over who did that now breaking out—

it was add, add did that, he looks very proud of himself as he chuckles like the obnoxious little shit he is]
Edited 2021-07-23 04:13 (UTC)
subtract: because every time I start to move on (Y-0355)

[personal profile] subtract 2021-07-25 10:06 am (UTC)(link)
Why? This was just getting interesting, kekeke. [rather than answer "why are you like this" he's just going to continue proving why he shouldn't be allowed in public unsupervised. Alas, his child-sized arms are too weak to flip the table, but he can pick up a couple O tiles and throw them at Aisha. She is definitely screaming now, hiding behind Elsword the confused human shield.]

A curious illusion, isn't it...? I wonder what the purpose is? Perhaps there's a limit to how much we can interfere before something breaks, kukukukuku... [picking up more tiles to throw at Elsword... Lu and Ara (Eun?) seem to be enjoying this chaos, at least? Eve might be about to just throw a spear in Add's direction if he keeps this shit up tho.

... but while Add's back is turned, another pair enters the room, drawn in by the sounds of chaos. A man with a white Nasod arm, and... a different, older Add? The resemblance is clear even without a face to go by—even their outfits are identical. But Add hasn't noticed yet since he's too busy chucking tiles at Elsword.]
Edited (words) 2021-07-25 10:09 (UTC)
subtract: look now, my sweetest fantasy (Y-0218)

[personal profile] subtract 2021-08-03 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Add is still cackling away, chucking tiles like he's having a grand old time. Really, isn't this what was missing from such a pleasant, peaceful little game night? Don't these idiots have more important things to do? If he were still here—

ugh, what's Noah going on about now? He pauses in his assault, turning to ask the other boy what all the fuss is about...

oh

Add freezes up again, dropping his handful of Scrabble tiles, and... takes a lot longer to recover, this time. That's him. Which means this can't be his timeline after all... but this doesn't make sense. Too many pieces are adding up, the other-him doesn't look like he's supposed to, not at this point in time. The outfit is suspicious, but the exposed corruption in his shoulder—why in El's name is that on display, around them? Has he completely lost his mind?!

This other-him, this Add, can't possibly be real, not even as an illusion of another reality. There's no way he'd ever be allowed to stay, not when he's like this. It can't be possible.

(with the "ghost" having suddenly stopped, it seems that the other-Add and Aisha are now arguing over whether it really happened or not... or maybe accusing other-Add of being the culprit, since it is something he'd do with his powers. but it seems to be no more serious of a quarrel than her earlier fight with Elsword, and the mood has lightened again. in a moment, Rena and Ciel will return to see what all the fuss was about, a fresh tray of un-dropped cookies in tow...)

He backs away from the table, towards where Noah has hidden himself... but he isn't going any further than that. He can't look away from this. He hates it, it shouldn't matter to him but for some reason he hates it...]


... Wrong, wrong. Why is he... what's the point of this? That's not what would happen, it's not even remotely plausible this way. I've already calculated every possible outcome, he has to be lying, or...
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[personal profile] subtract 2021-08-06 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
No, this is impossible. [He raises his voice, not quite yelling yet but definitely a step above the mumbling he'd been doing a moment ago. This, a lost memory? The mere suggestion of it makes his skin crawl, something vague and terrifying twisting in his chest.

It's just a cruel trick. He can't think of it as anything else, or...

or he might be wrong. he can't be wrong.

The other-Add is dragged onto the sofa, forced to participate in this stupid word game with everyone else. Treats are passed around, the board is reset, Ciel slips him an extra cookie like he knows that's enough to placate the grouchy scientist... and the real Add scoffs, a bitter laugh escaping his throat.]


I don't miss my friends. I don't have any friends. All of this... it's just some stupid joke! Why aren't they even reacting?!

[he wants to wipe away this whole disgusting scene, raze it all to the ground... but alas, he's still powerless. he doubts he could even flip the table if he tried.

He has to settle for just seething at everyone, hugging his sides—pulling his coat tightly around him, and perhaps Noah will realize now that he's been hiding that same shoulder that looks distorted and crystallized on this other-him. Noah might need to drag Add away before he starts plotting out how to kill everyone in this room, though.]