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Stephanie Meanswell ([personal profile] closewithnewintown) wrote in [community profile] yogen2021-08-05 12:02 am

give your friends a surprise

Who: EVERYONE
What: FAMILY MEETING
When: 8/4, right after school closes.
Where: Student council room
Warnings: Eventually, probably.

["If my friends back home were acting like this, I would've already locked them in a room and forced them to figure out their feelings."

the job puts all of her considerable superspy skills to the test. she knows where every normal kid's locker is; it's easy enough to slip the note into each that morning. if it's someone who she knows would be unable to read the note, she tells them its contents, but keeps her own involvement out of it. lies of omission don't count.

the note reads:]


I have very important information about this place. Please come to the student council room after school ends today.

- Nao Sato


[and if the text looks just a bit girlier than you'd think she'd write, hey, you don't know her. she's got layers.

either way, it's a pretty interesting proposition: the student council room door is, for the first time in seemingly ever, wide open. anyone can walk inside - and, hopefully, most everyone should. because it's only when Stephanie thinks that she's got enough of them inside that she actually enters the room, shutting the door behind her.

click.

it locks. she grins, spins the key on her finger, and slips it into her pocket.

"How are you supposed to do that with grownups?"

the exact same way, she's decided.]


We haven't had any meetings since, um. Well. The last one. But, I'm pretty sure nobody has no more murders to report, so it shouldn't be too bad, and we can all just focus on the most important task: Getting along! All of us are on the same team, but most of us barely even know each other; some of us even hate some of the others! [SHE SAYS, LIKE SHE DOESN'T ACTIVELY DESPISE KOKICHI] So, I figured we could spend the evening fixing that problem. Play some games, talk about stuff we've discovered since the last time...

And, maybe, if everybody does a really good job, I'll unlock the door!

[smiles]
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[he waves a hand dismissively] Not people... just the constructs of that place. [y'know, like Minato. totally different!]

Speaking of... I find it interesting that the "observer" of each world was seemingly absent in the experiences described thus far. In the worlds I saw, there was always another version of myself. If he wasn't there... the message sent would've been different. So there may be exceptions to the established rules in order to achieve a certain reaction.

Unusual side-effects occurred when we came into contact as well. [translation: i felt all my clone's pain while ruthlessly and repeatedly murdering him]
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Are you starting arguments, I thought this was about getting along?
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I love the energy you're showing, keep up the good work! Do you see that, Add-kun, I think she's finally getting her edge back.

( that sad stephanie from awhile back? gone. now she's raw and evil again. )
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Irrelevant. I am a construct, of sorts... but that was by my own decision. What I am doesn't matter so long as I can accomplish my goals.

But since we're considering all possibilities... if the world Minato came from was "real", then the world you saw was likely the same. You could've saved her, if you'd been just a little faster... what a pity, kukukukuku...
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Then you're just another failure, aren't you? How pathetic.
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Ah, that's true. [it's.... unclear if he's admitting to getting weird about the robots, getting beaten up, or both] I am curious... and we still need more data on the elevator. I'll accompany you next time.

[aka he's going to try and sneak up on her next time she goes in the elevator and mash that button until they get her bad end. for science.]
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Tell me more about these robots. You said it looked like a dog? Was it familiar to you?

[????? is he just going to casually try to converse now like they aren't actively having some kind of petty fight? yes. yes, he is.]

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The elevator, I've went down many times... I never ran into myself, but I heard in one... I was killed by someone who was taking part in the world that it had to offer, but their memories... or perhaps they're a clone... they're different... It's pretty odd... ah, at least they're back now.

( that said, hinata apparently got komaeda killed in that world, but he states over and over that didn't happen. of course, add's piece is interesting, being able to see himself. )

Another Add-kun... what was it like to meet yourself, did you have any regrets? Or were you happy to come to an understanding... ah, that's pretty psychological.
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[someone tell him about how they found Hinata down there so he can group him with Minato in the "probably a clone, might be evil" club.

what was it like to meet himself? haha. he scoffs.]


Failures aren't worth "understanding". Not beyond knowing how to avoid their mistakes.
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( don't tell komaeda that he didn't get the right hinata-kun, his hinata-kun is broken anyway. the one he knows is a GOD, this one... talentless, ugh! okay, operation clones is a go. )

It's unavoidable, you know... finding failures, the ones that won't amount to anything...

( sighs sadly, hinata... )

Did you tell them how to avoid it? Considering, you'd know... you're still alive.
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Why in El's name would I do that?

I erased them. Failures like them... don't deserve to live. Not even in a fake reality like that one. They haven't earned that right.
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[personal profile] silentabyss 2021-08-12 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[He's just kind of... staring at Add, having overheard. Uh. Way to admit that so casually, buddy.]

Maybe... if the elevator upsets you so much... don't go into it?

[Bam, boom, wham. Beat that logic. Not even going to address the casual murder. He knows to start small with Add, since he's the one who dragged the guy out after they met the first alternate-Add together. Just... let's not go into the elevator, okay?]
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No. They should be erased.

[... might be starting to get worked up, finally, which says a lot since he's been very calmly discussing all these other sensitive topics up until now. but apparently he draws the line at allowing other versions of himself to exist, and be happy.

he glares down at his hands in his lap, clenched into tight fists. he eases them open slowly, hairline cracks sealing up where nails met skin, remembering how it felt to wring his own neck...]


Watching them die, struggling pathetically in their last moments... it reminds me of what has to be done.

[it's upsetting, but it's also cathartic.]
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[personal profile] silentabyss 2021-08-16 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
What has to be done?

[Honestly, just don't go into the damn elevator, Add!]

...why? Why does killing... not yourself, but other versions of yourself that might not even be real have to be done?

[It doesn't make sense to Noah, who may be fighty and impulsive but at the end of the day would never want to actually hurt someone, even if they're not real... (unless they're a cultist and he draws the line there but anyway.) To him, Add reads as... vaguely suicidal? And instead of being critical, he's just worried. Killing illusions or alternate versions or whatever-versions of yourself is just one step away, right?

Now he's just concerned. He's never seen Add get heated about something. Bitchy, yeah, but Add's always bitchy. Never... upset.]


...are you okay?

[It's stated with the sincerity that only a concerned kid who's blind to Add's problems can have. Not sarcastic, not demeaning, just worried, as Noah typically is.]
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[... Komaeda was worse, but this isn't better by much. He hates the sound of concern in his voice. He refuses to look up and meet Noah's gaze.

Of course he's not okay. When has he ever been okay? What kind of idiotic question is that?

He sighs again, a little bit louder this time, and shoves his hands into his pockets.]


Insects that writhe in the dirt couldn't hope to comprehend what lies beyond the glass of their enclosure. I'd be wasting oxygen trying to explain it to you.

Be more like that pink-haired brat. At least she has a survival instinct.
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What if we're the actual fake reality, ah... don't worry, I believe in a way that's you testing your own hope.

( though, if they can be killed by add's hands... that means they're pretty weak, but komaeda sighs at the thought. )

To think you'd protect them from their own destruction, to avoid seeing yourself fail... there's nothing wrong with that.

( c: )
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[that gets a confused stare out of Add. he really shouldn't be surprised by anything Komaeda says at this point, and yet...

he opens his mouth like he wants to say something, hesitates, then looks away. it's... uncomfortable, for some reason. he's not afraid of people knowing about his crimes. he might've even been playing it up a little when he admitted to it. but having someone react not with disgust, or horror, or pity, but... understanding? is this understanding? is there anything he can say that Komaeda won't take in stride?

he sighs, a hint of frustration in his voice.]


You're a weird one.
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I'm just interested in how far your hope goes, you told me before... you have nothing like that.

( so to hear that they've killed their own clones one by one, because of their failures could mean that add couldn't stand seeing that for himself. maybe it was too late, perhaps that's why he didn't tell them how to avoid their mistakes, and why he saw them as failures. or is it that he hates himself that much, which, even komaeda tries to kill himself every so often without looking back — it can be a shared feeling. )

Yet, I learn something new about you. It's fine, with the way you look at me... it can be our little secret.
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I don't.

[stated plainly. "hope" is for those who have a future, not those who seek to erase it.]

You're making weird assumptions... and it's not a secret if you say it out loud. I'll overlook it since it's untrue anyway. Go bother someone else.

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