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8/24 y.kiryu
there's been quite the rash of disappearances this month -- isn't this abnormal? It doesn't appear to be talked about, but I'd like to talk about it. Unless there's other information to be given, at least.
there also seems to be some who are able to go further out outside than others. i'd like for you to tell me how far you can go out, and how many tally marks you have.
it might not be relevant at all, but i'm searching for the purpose behind our scars.
there also seems to be some who are able to go further out outside than others. i'd like for you to tell me how far you can go out, and how many tally marks you have.
it might not be relevant at all, but i'm searching for the purpose behind our scars.
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...it was self defense, thats all. i didnt want to. i still feel bad
i dont have memories of anything beyond march this year so i dunno where the extra nineteen came from
i just remember them being there when i came to before the charity auction is all
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If it was self defense, then honestly, I'm glad you're here and not them.
Er...but. Nineteen is still a bit concerning though? I mean I have five, and I don't know where they came from but...
If this is a hard question, I really do apologize but...does it make sense to you, to have nineteen? Or is it surprising?
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i dont like hurting people. back home when people turned into mutants i didnt even want to kill them even if it meant putting them out of their misery. theyre still people
i would only ever kill for revenge.
or self defense i guess even if id rather not be alive.
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Ok, thats good to know...
Um, you know if you ever want to talk to me or Nene or anyone, we're here for you right?
And if you're mad at someone or in danger too. Killing for revenge isn't good.
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[bro the whole school knows. literally the whole school Knows.]
back home my brother was assassinated. so i have to kill that guy
really hes the only person i want to kill.
im fine btw
[what.]
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[ No...she shouldn't say!! Even if she really really really wants to ask!!! ]
Well "btw" that guy isn't here, so lets all try to avoid anything dangerous. You have friends here.
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[Yeah he only figured out like, at the beginning of the month if that, that he's got a crush on Nene because he's oblivious to good feelings.]
i know hes not here
if he shows up im going to mess him up tho
i dont actively look for dangerous stuff i just kind of find myself a part of it somehow. its my curse.
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[ She tried! Noah you're cute, but she doesn't pity anyone who'd try to date him. ]
Your curse... [ Did she just somehow skip the part of Noahs personality where he overshares about this kind of thing or is he really in a bad way. She's Concerned. ]
Well I can understand the feeling. It feels like nobody understands when you do what you have to do to live...but you still need to rely on people!
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no i mean
usually people who get close to me die or go missing, its happened here too
i made a lot of friends here and they either turned up dead or disappeared. thats the curse
on top of the other curse of usually walking facefirst into problems and having to fight my way out of them.
[He's just going to vent now kthx]
like in amongus...
[ She's got her work cut out for her here. This is clearly a pretty deep set belief, so Sara doesn't really know what to say. She doubts she can change his mind with just words but...that sounds less like a curse and more like a lot of bad things happening to him. ]
Well I promise not to vanish, okay? That curse doesn't scare me. I don't believe in them.
just like that...
i mean believing or not believing probably wont help in the end but
as long as you dont disappear on me im fine w/ that
[And then, clearly jokingly:]
who else is going to yell at me about my test scores if youre not around??
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But I'm never going to die. I'm going to live a long long time.
I told you that when we first studied together!
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[ They're over text, but Sara hopes Noah can feel the full force of her Study Now gaze through the tiny confines of the PDA. ]
Noah-kun. You never did tell me how you did on finals...
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right yeah and youre going to get married or whatever
youre not my mom im not telling you how i did on any other finals besides the fact that i got 100% on the art class final which is all that matters and also 86% in history so there
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[ You know if she finds love or whatever. ]
Are you saying all those hours I spent teaching you calculus didn't matter...? :( Don't leave me in the dark, Noah...
But good job on history! An B+ is really impressive when you're starting from zero.
[ Literally his mom now. ]
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calculus is hard id rather smash my face into a brick wall
literally wasnt taught anything past basic math back home and then they threw me into calculus i dont know what im fucking doing sara
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[ This guy... ]
Still...Please believe in yourself more! I know integrals are hard, but you just need to remember the equations and work backwards. You're starting from a bad place, but if you work hard, I know you can do as well as anyone here.
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its toooooo haaaaaaaaaaaaaaarddddddddddddd
[and now imagine noah flopping on the floor as he does this because it's extremely funny, even if he'd never sound that whiny OR fall to the ground in defeat. dramaticism is reserved for texting only.]
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Give up like that in front of me again and I'll hit you with a newspaper!
[ Threatening to kill him would probably not end well so she has to do something worse. ]
You're gonna just show Nene your uncool side like that?
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months ago like in march i asked her how to fry a rice
i had no idea frying rice wasnt frying the individual grains
how can you possibly get lamer than thinking that fried rice is like, deep fried, like street food.
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Did you not have rice in your fantasy world???? Or did you all eat moonbeams!
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its like photosynthesis but at night
...but no we have rice its just i never knew how to fry rice before
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...Does that mean...Noah you've never had a bento box?
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on the road i mostly ate dried meats and fruits
sometimes clamor and i would stop off at inns or small eateries but they didnt have that sort of thing obviously