( the choice was does he want a souvenir or birthday present, but komaeda decided to give him both...
it's difficult to stay in his arms like this, because komaeda doesn't want to like it, knows what happens when he does — something good, and he'll probably hurt himself afterwards. if he thinks of it as bad luck, horrible luck that he's in his arms like this after class, then good luck will weigh out... he shouldn't be able to press his chest against rokkun's chest and remain there satisfied, but he does, and he even closes his eyes as he listens to the rhythm of his heart.
then he has to say the cheesiest stuff which is enough to make komaeda chuckle, no, he hasn't done anything, but it's always been rokkun's hope that worked for him. his hope has always been one of komaeda's favorites. )
You don't have to say such dramatic things... ( he pauses, thoughtful. ) My arms will be empty the entire time you're gone... so you have to fill them upon your return.
( maybe an added note: )
Run back to me, and then pick me up... just like that.
( it might not be the best run, but the run in the making post therapy has to be impressive, and he'd want to see how far rokkun has came. )
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it's difficult to stay in his arms like this, because komaeda doesn't want to like it, knows what happens when he does — something good, and he'll probably hurt himself afterwards. if he thinks of it as bad luck, horrible luck that he's in his arms like this after class, then good luck will weigh out... he shouldn't be able to press his chest against rokkun's chest and remain there satisfied, but he does, and he even closes his eyes as he listens to the rhythm of his heart.
then he has to say the cheesiest stuff which is enough to make komaeda chuckle, no, he hasn't done anything, but it's always been rokkun's hope that worked for him. his hope has always been one of komaeda's favorites. )
You don't have to say such dramatic things... ( he pauses, thoughtful. ) My arms will be empty the entire time you're gone... so you have to fill them upon your return.
( maybe an added note: )
Run back to me, and then pick me up... just like that.
( it might not be the best run, but the run in the making post therapy has to be impressive, and he'd want to see how far rokkun has came. )