[ Embarrassing... Something about logs, maybe. Something about a song, a dance, if he knew what Komaeda swerved away from. ]

I was just frustrated about having to start all over again, all the time. And not just with you.

[ With lots of people, classmates who look at him funny when he calls them by their first name on the first day of school, kohai who are always delighted when he correctly "guesses" their favorite drinks from the vending machines when he treats them, having to cobble together bits and pieces to create three full years of high school because he keeps dying and having to start over. Thinking back on it now, he feels like he was more sulky than sad. Which in itself is embarrassing. ]

Talking about this stuff is embarrassing, I guess. We never used to. You didn't care.