[ Nnnngh. They can hear the disappointment in his voice, turning their head away when Komaeda tries to get a closer look.
It's not like they were going to hide it forever... Okay, well actually, yes that was the plan. But it was also something they sort of put off, trying not to think about it or voice it or make it real, because then it would have to be something they need to address and they aren't equipped to face insurmountable impossibilities. It's mean, they know. It's something that colors everything they do and say, something that invalidates all their thoughts and feelings and being when, in just a couple of months, nothing about them will have ever mattered. ]
I didn't want you to think I was hopeless.
[ A lost cause. Somebody not worth pretending with, who has no future to build towards. ]
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[ Nnnngh. They can hear the disappointment in his voice, turning their head away when Komaeda tries to get a closer look.
It's not like they were going to hide it forever... Okay, well actually, yes that was the plan. But it was also something they sort of put off, trying not to think about it or voice it or make it real, because then it would have to be something they need to address and they aren't equipped to face insurmountable impossibilities. It's mean, they know. It's something that colors everything they do and say, something that invalidates all their thoughts and feelings and being when, in just a couple of months, nothing about them will have ever mattered. ]
I didn't want you to think I was hopeless.
[ A lost cause. Somebody not worth pretending with, who has no future to build towards. ]