[ Can he? physically, yes. but emotionally? imagine the toll
Even if Akira wouldn't hate him, Akki thinks he would probably hate himself, for being put in a position where he'd have to ask somebody to die— not just that, but to have somebody else do the deed for him because he's too ...because he can't do it himself. ]
...I know. [ is what he says, though, because he can recognize what it means for Akira to tell him this. It's an option put on the table, no matter if or when he takes it. A last resort, a safety net, and there's comfort in somebody willing to be that for him. ]
Thank you. [ has to bite back the "but" ] I hope it doesn't come to it, but I'm glad you can trust me enough to say so. It makes going forward a little easier, really.
[ He knows somebody who would love to use Akira as a hitman, actually, but he's not going think about that. ]
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Even if Akira wouldn't hate him, Akki thinks he would probably hate himself, for being put in a position where he'd have to ask somebody to die— not just that, but to have somebody else do the deed for him because he's too ...because he can't do it himself. ]
...I know. [ is what he says, though, because he can recognize what it means for Akira to tell him this. It's an option put on the table, no matter if or when he takes it. A last resort, a safety net, and there's comfort in somebody willing to be that for him. ]
Thank you. [ has to bite back the "but" ] I hope it doesn't come to it, but I'm glad you can trust me enough to say so. It makes going forward a little easier, really.
[ He knows somebody who would love to use Akira as a hitman, actually, but he's not going think about that. ]