[ "how he was such a good father to the rat" like he didn't abandon it to Amami the first opportunity he got, sometimes you take after your father and don't even realize it ]

It's not that I'm scared, [ said even though he may be wary, but it isn't him being scared, technically, ] but it's also not remembering if I'm telling you. It's not important anymore, anyways; we've both grown up since then.