[ Sorry that his reality is annoying... But he does frown a little at the fact that he's playing along, originally only doing so to humor Komaeda but now blaming him for planting that seed of hope in his heart, that even with how impossible it would be to see his baby brother again, there's that want to see— to see him happy, to see him surrounded by friends, to see him have grown up and moved on and become a person who doesn't need a big brother to hold his hand, who won't look back or reach down.
Instead, he sees the person holding Amami's hand, all but pressed to his side, smiling happily and chatting cheerfully, and he isn't sure what to feel. ]
...He was only three. He's not going to know who I am.
[ And maybe he doesn't want to face the heartbreak of somebody he loves no longer knowing him. He's already had to do that too many times with Komaeda. ]
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Instead, he sees the person holding Amami's hand, all but pressed to his side, smiling happily and chatting cheerfully, and he isn't sure what to feel. ]
...He was only three. He's not going to know who I am.
[ And maybe he doesn't want to face the heartbreak of somebody he loves no longer knowing him. He's already had to do that too many times with Komaeda. ]