[ It means more than he knows that he doesn't ask them why nor question their decision that's already been made and that they cannot take back. The acceptance comes with a wave of relief, one that spills out as tears hot on Subaru's neck, as hitching breath and fingers curled against the shirt on his back. ]
I'm scared... [ a whispered admittance, one that makes them feel weak and small and everything they don't want to be, but that's what they are. Dying in itself is a terrifying concept, that even when a person doesn't believe in life after death, there will always be that tiniest shred of hope that there is something. Being in a better place. Being reunited with loved ones. Finally being at peace from pain and suffering.
The concept of nothing scares them more than the concept of hell, because when there's nothing, you won't even know when it happens. It makes every day feeling like the exact moment where, after walking a careful tightrope all their life, the rope suddenly snaps. ]
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I'm scared... [ a whispered admittance, one that makes them feel weak and small and everything they don't want to be, but that's what they are. Dying in itself is a terrifying concept, that even when a person doesn't believe in life after death, there will always be that tiniest shred of hope that there is something. Being in a better place. Being reunited with loved ones. Finally being at peace from pain and suffering.
The concept of nothing scares them more than the concept of hell, because when there's nothing, you won't even know when it happens. It makes every day feeling like the exact moment where, after walking a careful tightrope all their life, the rope suddenly snaps. ]
...please help me.