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ディト 〈dito〉 ([personal profile] necrophily) wrote in [community profile] yogen2021-10-11 11:41 pm

network, 10/07 | un: s.dito

who the fuck is lucifer
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[personal profile] commences 2021-10-16 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
( those three words specifically are what komaeda repeats thoughtfully, putting it into perspective in his mind as he compares those words to what happened. the statement against the first three bodies, and then the last two, and one is more obvious than the others in context, but this time as a whole... lucifer wasn't so lucky. besides, his words contradict each other, and if komaeda's not the most hypocritical person that contradicts himself on a daily, then who is he really? he doesn't believe he do since everything plays at his will, and he chuckles softly, slightly amused. )

Perfect control... ( he pauses, a hand settling on his hip ) if you can...

( lucifer, someone with such a high status in religious themes, and to certain people that praise his unique symbolism between certain groups of people. respected and feared, and yet, it's this display that goes against his words as komaeda sees every reason of why it happened this way, it's sort of... ironic, actually. though they say humans are modeled after their creators, and who are they if not playthings of those of a higher realm. )

I'm sorry that your emotions turned against you, and you threw a fit akin to the common man...

( as he thinks about it, those deaths did nothing for the people here, and it was all selfish — whose hopes were even raised by that? his? or did it only plummet him further in a pool of sadness knowing that nothing will be gained. )

That's not what this is about, though, is it... because this was our retribution for allowing something to be taken from you, right? ...In the end, those first three bodies... do you think anyone truly cares for them? ...If those were your friends, the second two, all you did was take from yourself, Lucifer-kun! ...Why do you keep losing all that you have left?

( he cants his head to the side curious, eyes innocently peering up at the other. )
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[personal profile] carpevinum 2021-10-18 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yes, he's sorry too — the part of him that feels guilt that is not his own is sorry, anyway. The part of him that's the literal Devil Lucifer, long since Fallen and having torn off two of his six wings, cares very little. What a funny mix of ideals he is, truly.]

...I don't know. I don't see how their lives were any more valuable than what I've already lost.

[Referring, of course, to the first three — the ways in which they crossed Lucifer haven't been revealed yet, and he's not so quick to say what it was, not because logic has won out but because in his ire he thinks everyone is on the same page as him. This isn't, and has never been, the case.]

Elizabeth and Minato will return to life ere long, as Inaba did, as Bonnie did, as many others have and will. I'm not perturbed.

[It says something that he hasn't outright attacked Komaeda for what would otherwise be seen as insolence; Lucifer has little respect for the man, but that's just because he's Lucifer and he has little respect for anyone he hasn't put on his own pedestal. In some ways, the fact that Lucifer hasn't lashed out despite his earlier comments might speak of a certain level of respect, enough to where he's willing to listen but not enough to where he's willing to gain any positive feelings toward the other. Or, perhaps, he simply needs the catharsis of someone listening to him, and the otherwise-scathing comments are able to be ignored.

Still, his statement that Liz and Minato will return is certainly an interesting one, is it not? Would those who he made his retribution about not return ere long too? It's a conundrum to be certain, and Lucifer's eyes gleam with a certain awareness. He knows, he recognizes, but who knows how long it'll be anyway; the point of his message was not to say that he's unaware of this purgatory, but to make it clear that should he be taken from again, worse things will happen.

It's better for everyone if everyone lives. Such is not how things work out here.

There are a lot of things going through Lucifer's head, and this, frankly, is why he disconnects from his emotions. The hypocrisy of the human existence is something that Lucifer shares in common with them. Some might see it as humanizing something inhuman; others might think a demon is degrading himself by being like mortals. Lucifer cares naught for either argument.]


I would not take it back, however. The consequences they all suffered were because each of them crossed me in a very specific fashion. I have respect for Elizabeth and Minato, friends as we were; I have no respect for the three I left hanging.