[he'll feel how her hand tightens on his, see how she's struggling when the pieces are before her, going through yet another shift in emotion. questions she can't ask, even though she knows there's no teachers here, struggling with the outcome. she wants to hit him in the chest, wants to shake him, wants to cry all over again. there's too much, and she's furious for a different reason, yet drained from everything earlier...
Shin will hear that her voice is still quiet, but firm for the moment.]
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Shin will hear that her voice is still quiet, but firm for the moment.]
...I want to go back.
[we are going back. this is his penance.]