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Entry tags:
- dangan ronpa: hajime hinata,
- dangan ronpa: nagito komaeda,
- dangan ronpa: rantaro amami,
- elsword: add,
- elsword: noah ebalon,
- ensemble stars: subaru akehoshi,
- hanako-kun: nene yashiro,
- identity v: helena adams,
- mo dao zu shi: meng yao,
- your turn to die: joe tazuna,
- your turn to die: rio ranger,
- your turn to die: shin tsukimi
この気持ち…伝わってるといいんすけどね (12/31)
Who: Hajime Hinata & friends
What: Happy birthday, Hinata-kun!
When: December 31, 9PM~
Where: School roof
Warnings: N/A, TBE
What: Happy birthday, Hinata-kun!
When: December 31, 9PM~
Where: School roof
Warnings: N/A, TBE
( there's various hidden signs that point towards the elevator, and if anyone catches sight, they'll see an arrow that points up, indicating for them to take it skyward. if they get off too early, there's a sign on the floor that reads, "next stop!", so if they dare, they can go back into the elevator and do as the words command. upon making your way to the rooftop on new year's eve, the setup is immediately apparent.
a number of glittering, sparkling decorations line the area — streamers, balloons, music, and a brightly colored sign the reads: happy birthday hinachan. at the heart of the setup is a bonfire that reaches almost shoulder-height — properly set up to make sure it doesn't spread anywhere further than its containment area, it sets a festive tone.
"borrowed" desks are also covered in an array of treats and appetizers courtesy of nene and amami, as well as enough love setsugetsukka to "make 3 people black out," which is probably enough to share if nobody gets too ambitious. the cake at the center of it all is the real star of the show however, almost as big as a person all on it's own.
to top it all off, even under the dim glow of the stars, nobody is short of a little light when natsume and noah's dazzling light show begins. once the main event has closed, a variety of firecrackers are brought out to celebrate with as things begin to wind down. varieties include the classic sparklers, these little spinny bitches, funky little sparkshowers, some little baby rockets, with the larger varieties spanning a couple feet at most. on the opposite side, there's a little table where a birdhouse is kept, and inside stuffed with all sorts of cotton and wood shavings are two birds huddled together inside, and a few treats that people can feed them if interest. if keigo looks at your character from afar, it's fine, that birdhouse they're living in was made by them, after all.
and at the centre of it all will be one boy with a bag over his head, kidnapped by rokuro arata, who sits him down and lets komaeda undo his blindfold — happy birthday, hinata-kun! )
a number of glittering, sparkling decorations line the area — streamers, balloons, music, and a brightly colored sign the reads: happy birthday hinachan. at the heart of the setup is a bonfire that reaches almost shoulder-height — properly set up to make sure it doesn't spread anywhere further than its containment area, it sets a festive tone.
"borrowed" desks are also covered in an array of treats and appetizers courtesy of nene and amami, as well as enough love setsugetsukka to "make 3 people black out," which is probably enough to share if nobody gets too ambitious. the cake at the center of it all is the real star of the show however, almost as big as a person all on it's own.
to top it all off, even under the dim glow of the stars, nobody is short of a little light when natsume and noah's dazzling light show begins. once the main event has closed, a variety of firecrackers are brought out to celebrate with as things begin to wind down. varieties include the classic sparklers, these little spinny bitches, funky little sparkshowers, some little baby rockets, with the larger varieties spanning a couple feet at most. on the opposite side, there's a little table where a birdhouse is kept, and inside stuffed with all sorts of cotton and wood shavings are two birds huddled together inside, and a few treats that people can feed them if interest. if keigo looks at your character from afar, it's fine, that birdhouse they're living in was made by them, after all.
and at the centre of it all will be one boy with a bag over his head, kidnapped by rokuro arata, who sits him down and lets komaeda undo his blindfold — happy birthday, hinata-kun! )
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[ They hang onto his arm while in the elevator, pressing themselves against the bar along the wall like they would not have gotten into this metal deathtrap by choice but they'll do it because he's here. ]
You know, you're pretty much the only person who talks to me about this stuff, and the only one that takes me seriously. Who sees me as me.
[ Because for all everybody else says, they're "a little brother" to Amami who wants to protect them and help them grow, "a boyfriend" to Subaru who lifts them up and constantly expands their world, "a shopkeep" to everybody else, and it colors who they are in their eyes. With Komaeda, though, who states often enough that he doesn't love Keigo themselves but rather the hope that they harbor, they're nothing to him, and there's comfort in that too. ]
You're kind of like a rock, or an anchor, somebody there to keep me grounded and it's like that sense of security that Aniki gives, but different, because with Aniki, it feels like him being there will solve all my problems, just like he always used to. But when I'm with you... You make me believe in myself. Even when I'm scared, you make me want to try, because whether I succeed or fail, you'll be right here. If Tarou-nii is warm fire, and Aniki is cool water, then you're air: you like to pretend that you're not there, and that you're not doing anything important, but you are, you're so important. You keep me alive.
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An anchor, how funny, such a familiar concept.
( his eyes glance up at the top of the elevator, slowly he presses his back against the wall, and slowly he smooths down until he's sitting. there's a chance he's bringing npckun down with him too as they go down one by one. he's not good at hearing comments about himself, but he wants them. consciously he knows that he doesn't deserve them, subconsciously he's aware that maybe he'd be a better person if he could have them. his mind breaks down parts of what makes subaru inferior, and what about amami doesn't see about npckun.
it makes sense. )
Kogamo.
( komaeda looks up at them, his eyes looking for something in theirs. trying to find if they're honest, or if they share the same eyes as their older brother. )
Do you want to be kept alive, or am I doing something against your will? ( no matter the answer, komaeda will always do what he decides to do, and what is right for hope. ) It's your hope I want to nurture, I want to see what future you mold by your own hands... because of you, you've made Amami-kun's hope grow miraculously, you even help that idiot Akehoshi-kun too... even Rokkun, he does what he can... it's all a different hope, but together, it builds something for you...
( he leans his head against their arm, it's not like he's explaining his heart, but he's speaking on what he knows. they managed to go down one level, a few more to go. )
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...
They look away, focusing their gaze on the door that couldn't open sooner. ]
I want to want to live. It's hard, sometimes, when I'm tired and everything seems pointless, and the only reason I'm hanging on is because I want to do one good thing with my life before it's gone.
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( down the second level... the home stretch. )
If you're removed, and we place you in a different role, then you can't live the shopkeeper's destruction. Do you remember when I spoke to you about your father, maybe... I can speak to ghosts.
( would going to him do anything? or will he say it's just a crazy little fantasy. )
Do you think he can make you a student... does he have that power since this school... is "precious" to him?
( would "mizuki" let them live for that? it's a new route, one he probably couldn't expect, then... would he allow such a change? )
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[ From a teacher to a counselor, quite a leap for a person who cannot understand human emotion. What is there for him to gain, though? Is asking to save his son good enough? ]
I'll talk to him, when school starts again. I need to be the one who does it.
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( the final stop, and the doors force themselves open on the final floor. komaeda will push himself up, dusting himself off so that they can walk through. )
I believe in your hope to do so, that you can make a path where you can be with everyone.
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[ They're slower to pick themselves off the ground, but they do, letting go and pushing off their knees to stand. ]
...the worst he can say is no. I'll be okay.
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( not too bothered they already know where their father is, and they both have the same little powers so it should go fine. )
It sounds like fun if you were a student with us too, homework may be hell, but you have people to teach you.
( now they can turn the corner towards the shop, and komaeda hums softly as they go. their slogan is about to become real. )
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Homework sounds fun, though! I studied math with Sara a bit, and Ishimaru is teaching me math now too! Math is fun!
[ Just math, though, the other subjects they're sort of ehhh about ]
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( he has the best class here, thinking about how he lost one student. yes, when they get close to the door, he'll start turning his arm so that he can remove the normal hand, and now attach one that has a sharp set of claws. when he scrapes them together, the shing is sharp and audible, and komaeda carelessly drags the tip of his claws against the wall that leaves a noticeable mark. )
Did you ever find the answer to...
( you know... he's testing if it's a common name in npckun's head. )
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The answer to what?
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The math packet I left you to win money, did you ever finish?
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Umm... Sara, Add, Natsume, and I solved the Poincaré conjecture a while back. Ishimaru is learning the Navier–Stokes equations so he can teach them to me so I can solve the equations. I'll probably ass Natsume again at one point, because he's smart and not as scary as Add.
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( he's glad, almost, smiling to himself as he looks off to the side. hope can be made through the littlest things, and as soon as they reach the student store, komaeda looks down at them.
he'll use his other hand to remove npckun's hands... stop that. )
Add-kun's not so scary, you know... he's saved my life, a lot. I trust that he'll do well with you. So you can trust him as well.
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He doesn't know me. He saves you because he likes you, but that doesn't mean he'll save everybody else.
[ It's like Subaru's endorsement of Meng Yao being a good guy when npckun expressed being scared of him, except Meng Yao did actually save them, even if it wasn't for their sake. ]
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You sold him a compass, so he'll know you. I think if I truly wanted your survival, he'd do it for me.
( but that's whether komaeda wants them to live or not, now that he thinks about it... he wonders if killing npckun, then bringing them back also counts as saving them from their contract.
... )
But yep, he won't save everyone, but if you place that narration that he's unable to be kind, then he will be horrible.
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Komaeda to himself: hm but what about murder
Anyways, somehow, they doubt they're that memorable. They're the shopkeeper, but only when they're in their shop, so they wouldn't expect Add to remember their plain generic high school student face amongst all the others. Also Komaeda has to be there to back them up, and that's too many variables to have faith in. ]
No one's incapable of being kind. If somebody said that to my face, I'd get mad too.
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He wouldn't get mad, he'd follow through with it, because he likes to seem unlikeable.
( he likes add enough, that's why he feels as if nothing wrong will happen as long as npckun knows komaeda. though, knowing him brings people to dislike that person, and him.
a small frown at the thought, he knows add wouldn't do anything horrible. )
If you learn about Add-kun, you'll understand. Ah, ah... where's the rocks?
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They hmm at the thought, and then goes to retrieve their collection of rocks. Most of them are in the gacha machine, the plain boring normal ones, but they have other tumbled stones too, as well as some small precious gemstones.
These they all hold out to him. ]
Rocks have their own language just like flowers do. Do you believe in their power?
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...Amami-kun buys your rocks every month.
( komaeda bought one, but he's never been attached because he doesn't understand what power there is aside from stepping stones, now those have power. he lifts his left hand, opening the claws just so he can tear a rip in reality right before npckun's eyes, it's small, but they're able to chuck the rocks inside. they'll see them float in komaeda's little hammerspace, but it's not customized to his desires, he hasn't really thought about doing so. )
Does he get their power?
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[ And for everybody who buys their rocks and asks for recommendation. Even if they don't know the other person very well, they can see the exhaustion on their faces, know the toll existence has on a person's soul, believes everybody could use a little support and protection even if they don't believe.
They place the rocks in Komaeda's organic hand, and he'll have to play hot potato and toss them into the void himself because npckun notably backs away from it, no thank you. ]
But they were all Aniki's before, and if they're supposed to protect him and help him make friends, why did he have to die alone? He should have had one with him.
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( still don't, they do nothing for him, but these rocks have power to bring people together he believes, but with the rocks going in his organic hand — he stares for a moment, and then throws them into the small tear in reality.
they're not really fond of it, are they... komaeda moves the tear up a little, above them so that only he can slot them in. )
I've always guessed. Why do you think he didn't have one, hey... what do you remember from when you were a child? What if I could tell you that he did... it was a wishing stone, I wonder what he wished for.
( ... though, komaeda took that, but he gave it back so... )
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[ Please buy their creepy eyeball keychains, the things make them nervous, actually. ]
Did he finally find one of those? I thought he was still looking for one.
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( but they can watch rokkun, maybe it'll appease the evil in him. )
What else is clearance, what about the totems...?
( he'll shove a few more rocks into the space void until... )
And he did. He must have found it before his untimely death.
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Nope, those totems are ten times more expensive now!
[ They settle down, though, considering what Komaeda is saying. He finally found the fabled wish stone, huh... But to make a wish come true, you have to pass the rock onto somebody else, and having it stolen out of your pocket probably doesn't count. Maybe it does? They wonder what he would have wished for.
... ]
It'd be nice if those things worked. We could wish ourselves out of here.
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