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sou hiyori. ([personal profile] antitoxin) wrote in [community profile] yogen2022-02-15 03:56 am

spoiler for love: “break-up”-ish, spoiler for life: “death”-ish.

Who: Midori & victims
What: Despairzone 2022
When: Valentine's day onwards
Where: Yogen high school (maybe?)
Warnings: TBE
heroicpolonaise: (60)

SUCKS TO BE U

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-02 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[she wouldn't know the difference. wouldn't know what's on the packaging either, and she watches... what she can of his help, then looks down at his offered hand. her own curls against her side and she smiles, nodding.]

That sounds like a plan.

[and, without taking his hand, kaede'll move towards the common room. it's easier to give than to accept, even or maybe especially for the grieving, and... that's embarrassing, anyway. they barely know one another.]

Do you like making tea, Hiyori-kun? I didn't know some used cooler water, I thought you just boiled all of them.
heroicpolonaise: (12)

get on this clit bitch

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-03 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[every blend of tea... amazing. that sounds like a lot of tea, but for someone who has hundreds, thousands of musical pieces in her own mind, it isn't hard to imagine being able to keep track of some tea.]

Because... it would damage the flavor? It's like how you can't play every piece the same -- some require different pedals, or even the press of a finger. Right?
heroicpolonaise: (03)

u gotta be kind to queens midori!!!

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-03 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
It sounds perfect then, though... I'd feel bad if I relaxed too much after tonight.

[she has to solve this. she has to learn the truth, just like she did with amami's death before -- the only difference now is that she knows she didn't have any part in it, not even a smidge. her hands squeeze the edge of her skirt and she exhales softly, staring at the fireplace.]

We have to learn the truth. Even if it's painful, even if we'd rather look away. Sometimes... the hardest things to accept are the ones right in front of you, after all.

[why she hadn't stopped anyone's accusation streaks, not that midori would know. better to settle things and clear the air than to live with a cloud marked "unknown" over your heard; to some that's a comfort, a plausible deniability of their friend, but to others... to her...]

Amami-kun was a dear friend to me. Kamo-kun too, though they were more of a student than that. It's... strange, actually having time to grieve, I almost liked when I didn't.

[when she could actually focus on something, when she could put that griefful energy to something productive... but what of right now? it's too late to call anything. people need their time to grieve, too; she's learned that it's better to give that space, but it's hard. she doesn't want the space. she doesn't want the time. it gives her too much freedom to be wrapped up in herself, just like midori found her.]
heroicpolonaise: (04)

get hives

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
[purinami... nanamichi... those are cute. it takes her a moment to click on who they are and she ahs softly, nodding as she sits up more. definitely giving off the vibe of an earnest person who needs something to direct her energy at; she can grieve better later, but she wants to be able to do something now.]

Yes, please.
heroicpolonaise: (75)

GET HIVES

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[sorry she isn't part of the philosophy drs her group is the "cut the shit" drs. no she doesn't want to think about what he means by it. yes she just wants to put it aside.]

Well... More than I'd like, I think... He's very, um, stabbable, apparently. According to his classmates.

[everyone seems to agree on this point.]

But I wouldn't be surprised if he did. Amami-kun's someone who loves adventures and going on them -- he's used to getting hurt, he probably doesn't even think twice about doing something dangerous. [it's fondly said, though, playing with the edge of her skirt as she smiles. it brings a new wash of grief over her at the same time, thinking of all the things they'd yet to talk about, to share.] I worry... worried a lot about him, but I admired that spontaneity of his too.
heroicpolonaise: (14)

YEAH

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[it's nice that people can get so close to amami. and stab him. just in my personal opinion.

kaede pauses though, tilting her head as she looks down at her lap. diphenhydramine... she's not a pharmacist or anything, saihara might know since he's a detective but she could only ever play at it, just like she played at being an adventurer. in the end, she's only good at playing piano.]


... No, I don't know. What are they? And what do you mean, that he's one for ideas?
heroicpolonaise: (04)

tf is asunaro that it can cure anything. bezos ass ais

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
... That Amami-kun wasn't taking it for allergies.

[both because what allergies in winter and honestly she doesn't think someone like amami would be allergic to anything, given he travels so much. he would've built up an immunity or however that works, like people do for poisons. it's not a hesitant answer, just a thoughtful one; kaede knows full well the weight of the truth and how it can hang heavy on one's mind, on their heart.

she'll look at him, thinking latently on shin's words, and keeps them in mind as she continues.]


What are the side-effects of it, Hiyori-kun?
heroicpolonaise: (13)

im dyin why cant we escape capitalism even in death games

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
[the tea is done.

kaede doesn't make a move though, thinking of how peaceful the two seemed when she'd peeked in. so... then it was involved that way? was it an overdose? or was there something else? why, though... she's caught on the why, since she'd known keigo so important to amami, why would he do such a thing to them and himself?

but whys can be found out through others. midori wouldn't know; as he said, he only truly just awoke, he knows the objective facts of point a and b, and though kaede wishes she could deny and say amami would never... well.

the truth is always hardest to accept when it lies in front of you, and this is a possibility she can't turn her eyes from. not because she doesn't trust amami, but because she wants to -- and that means looking into every avenue. you can't find the truth looking away.]


Do you have any proof he used them?
heroicpolonaise: (02)

fisting can too

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
... A pale brown, or at least something closer to white. It isn't the color of hot cocoa.

[which is the point to make, she thinks. powders easily disguised by one another, twisting her stomach and heart. don't look away, don't look away.]

Just to confirm, the three of you found two cups with Amami-kun and Kamo-kun? And... in your professional opinion, do you think the amount taken would have been enough just to put them to sleep, or worse?
heroicpolonaise: (41)

? cant anyone you just shove it back in dont you

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[on god i didnt even realize you said it wrong my 3am brain supplied the right

kaede keeps her eyes on him as he stands, as he talks, as he kneels to better look her in the eye, and she closes her eyes with a pained smile. a kind death, but death nonetheless -- and he isn't even here to pay for it, for all the hurt he's caused others.]


Amami-kun loved them dearly. [she can confirm that.] They were basically a little sibling to him, and they thought of him the same way. They wouldn't have thought twice about anything Amami-kun gave them, and with it being later at night... they wouldn't have suspected their tiredness, either. All that's left is the truth of how they died, and why he'd do any of this.

[because it's the strongest possibility, though she'll always listen to others thoughts. as much as it hurts, as pained as she feels thinking of the piano lessons they had together, the pieces keigo showed off themselves and the moments far late at night between her and amami, opening the door in the morning and being greeted by their familiar faces when she got up early enough, knowing the two would always be right across the way...

... right across the way, where the crime took place. kaede shakes her head, wiping at the tears she feels falling down her face.]


Thanks, Hiyori-kun.
heroicpolonaise: (03)

imma bout to fix midori

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[at least kaede isn't comfortable with people touching her in the first place.

at least she's someone who needs that control, so used to it on the piano and towards others, that the touch jolts her into wareness once more. she thinks of shin's words and keeps them in mind still, natural unease of being vulnerable in front of someone she barely knows catching up to her (she hadn't even shown it until she broke in the other school, outside of with saihara who had felt like a lamb in comparison).]


I'll need you to be, since you know more about medicines.

[than she does. kaede'll slip her hands away if he'll let her, standing apart and wiping the last of her tears (for now, the last) with the heel of her hand as she tilts her head to the kitchen.]

Now, teach me how to finish off the tea. You have to steep it, right? Do they have different times too?
heroicpolonaise: (aaaa)

imma take his nuts

[personal profile] heroicpolonaise 2022-03-04 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Not as many as you'd think... but we have just enough that we're not lacking when we need them.

[yashiro... komaeda... hiyo-- soukun... tsukimi? anyway. a good number, with this hiyori (green) rounding them out.

kaede'll obtain two cups though, the more control she has on her own the better she'll feel after all the discussion on drugs and poisons.]


Akari-sensei doesn't mind having helpers, I think. There's a student that stays with her pretty often, so he might know a thing or two too -- Kaneko-kun. He has such a cute name for someone who doesn't look very friendly.

[and amami seemed fond of him too. like with ranger.]

NOT MAYBE

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