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sou hiyori. ([personal profile] antitoxin) wrote in [community profile] yogen2022-02-15 03:56 am

spoiler for love: “break-up”-ish, spoiler for life: “death”-ish.

Who: Midori & victims
What: Despairzone 2022
When: Valentine's day onwards
Where: Yogen high school (maybe?)
Warnings: TBE
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-08 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ That voice— That's not the school nurse at all! Not the one from before... Grimacing in both pain and displeasure, Alice jerks back from the desk — there's no chance of pretending that he wasn't caught snooping through the items there. ]

You...

[ Dot your own "i" with a heart! He comes close to exclaiming just that, biting back the retort with difficulty, if only because he remembers the inconclusive discussions at that private meeting. He should tread with care, and observe Midori closely without appearing suspicious himself! ]

...You were with a patient, weren't you? [ Truly tending to whoever it is behind that curtain? ] I only require some bandages.

[ And something to clean his wound, possibly? ]
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-08 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ The stained sleeve catches Alice's attention. Midori's hidden patient hasn't spoken — could they be unconscious? He can only hope that nothing that should be stopped has already occurred in here, unnoticed.

How did Midori take over the nurse's position?! He's really acting the part, and he hasn't mentioned the murder case or the Death Game, even though he must remember enough to bring up an "i" to dot...

It's hard to think past feeling so uncomfortable. ]


...Do I need to prove it? Can't doctors detect such things simply by looking at their patients?
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-08 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Many problems"—

[ What in the world could Midori mean?! With the exception of the injury, there can't possibly be anything else wrong! Frowning, Alice glances down at himself. His body is in peak health and excellent shape, and it's stripey to match his mind! It's Midori whose posture is terrible, surely...

With a hitch in his breathing as he draws himself up too quickly, reflexively taking issue with Midori standing where he can't see him, Alice still tries to track the man's movements. His thoughts race through his head, rattling around uneasily inside his skull.

Removing his shirt should be fine... But has Midori really forgotten his name? It's not an act, another dubious contract to sign? Even then, it's too late to claim that his full name is Gonbee Yamada — the lie would be exposed in no time. ]


...Yabusame.

[ This is the perfect excuse to watch Midori, Alice tells himself. Slowly, he peels off his shirt, wrestling with it a little when it refuses to release his arms and head, leaving his hair tousled. It can't be helped — the garment is too tight, and his wound interferes with something as simple as undressing. ]

Is this enough?
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-09 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hearing his name in that tone makes Alice shudder, but he attempts to disguise his distaste, rubbing his arms as though the room's temperature is too chilly, now that his upper body isn't clothed. He can't bring himself to return Midori's pleasantries straightaway, answering him with an unintelligible grunt along the lines of hnnghhh, which he also hastens to correct by acting like the sound was an exclamation in response to a burst of excruciating pain. How cruel to make him fill out paperwork in this condition!

He can't help but think that the school nurse's vacation is permanent. ]


...Substitute School Nurse Sou Hiyori, hmm? No doubt you'll have your hands full. I'll sign your paper...

[ This time, if it can be trusted, it seems that it's genuinely just a form to keep track of patient visits. Accepting the clipboard, Alice takes it with him to sit down. The mattress dips beneath him; he looks over his shoulder, unwilling to let Midori out of his sight. ]
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-09 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ At the bottom of the sheet? That has to be postponed while Alice rates his pain aloud with a yelp, tossing the clipboard across the room as he twitches upright rigidly to flinch away from Midori's intrusive fingers. The 13.6 face definitely reflects how he feels — maybe even the 17 face!

The prodding can't be a normal procedure! Why would it be necessary, after scolding him to keep still and avoid squeezing more blood out of the wound?! ]


Obviously I care about the state of my body...!! Do you?!

[ Isn't this torture in the guise of medical care? ]
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-10 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Throwing and breaking things is somewhat embarrassing... ]

It was a reflex, I tell you...!!

[ Does Midori even have those? If he replaced his hands, and his head, and he doesn't bleed at all, he probably feels no pain whatsoever, Alice considers. No one will ever poke him, or jab him with needles!

Back to keeping his eyes trained on Midori's every movement, Alice's apprehension turns his posture tense. Come to think of it... why is there a needle now?! ]
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-12 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ If this were a normal appointment to see a normal doctor, a needle prepared to inject him with some kind of substance wouldn't be so unnerving, but trusting Midori with that?! Memories or no memories! Alice's eyes remain fixed on Midori's hands. He would be a fool to allow any more of this to go ahead! Besides, the thought of the needle piercing into his skin, and another needle stitching him up...

Any reply dies unsaid while he concentrates on taking careful breaths so as not to faint in the nurse's office today — Sara Chidouin isn't even nearby! He can't risk surrendering the slightest bit of alertness!

Finally, he fumbles for a way out: ]


...I didn't say that I was concerned...! I'm merely sure that I don't need any numbing. You've already confirmed that I'll survive, so it's too much to spend time on stitches...
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-20 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't say that I'm afraid, either!!

[ With a huff, gaze never leaving Midori's fingers and the needle's point, Alice does his best to appear at ease, completely unruffled. An infection... Midori must be exaggerating to scare him, but he probably should tend to his wound properly, and for that, he needs supplies that Midori won't hand over.

Far from at ease and unruffled, Alice grits his teeth. Stitches mean being forced to return to remove them once the wound is fully healed, don't they? ]


Or that I'd leave the wound open... I asked for bandages, so I intended to change them regularly!
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-21 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Midori and the needle are so close again... Alice stiffens in his seat. It's absolutely torture, drawing out every second of this, rubbing it in! ]

I get it! I haven't gone anywhere, so do it!

[ He really can't believe that the nurse suddenly decided to go on vacation now, abandoning everyone to let Midori take over. The timing is too suspicious!

Nevertheless, he's holding still, though his fingers are digging into the sides of his thighs. Soon, there is no turning back. ]
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-21 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It takes effort all over again not to snap "I'm a grown man, not a child or a dog!" It takes even more effort to stay seated as the needle slides in, emptying its contents into the puncture site. Tingling... Is that normal?!

By now, Alice's fingers are creasing his trouser legs, pressing dents into his thighs. No, he doesn't want to discuss the details of the incident that led to this wound! Reluctantly, he offers a vague response. ]


...An accident. That's all it was, so there's nothing else to explain.
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-22 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ A blatant lie, no matter what! Midori doesn't need his memories to be a twisted, heartless fiend! In other words, there must be some other reason why he's probing for the rest of the story... Unfortunately, Alice can't think of any possibilities, and the mix of the cold alcohol-soaked cotton ball touching his skin and the numbness setting in is disconcerting. ]

T-Tetanus...?!

[ Subaru Akehoshi survived his injury inflicted by the same blade — no infections or diseases hindered his recovery! Did they? ]

It was only a blade, and it was clean! I'm sure it was!!
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[personal profile] shimashima 2022-05-23 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Despite his faith in Komaeda's standards for cleanliness, Alice has to concede that treating the wound and keeping anything out of it are vital steps, and so far, no one can accuse Midori of not doing his job as the school nurse's replacement. If it were to come up in conversation, even he would have to acknowledge that nothing terrible happened as a consequence of visiting the nurse's office today...

Unless Midori plans to spread rumors that he sustained his injury in a fight? ]


What "scuffle"?! What are you imagining?!

[ And it's not very encouraging to hear that he's expected to keep the stitches dry... How is he supposed to bathe without that area getting wet?! ]

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