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sou hiyori. ([personal profile] antitoxin) wrote in [community profile] yogen 2022-04-15 11:06 pm (UTC)

return to question (2), question revisited (1).

Difficult, but are they helping you?

[ he could say no that it's a waste of time, but if subaru can think on these questions to try and understand what it is he wants, then maybe difficult questions are doing some good. midori leans back against his chair, legs cross the other way to keep up that sophisticated air of him as he marks out the question on his notes, and he writes down the answer that's spoken. is subaru sure? is this right? or is he saying anything to hope he's hit the nail on the head, and no one will try to pull it out the wood that he isn't sure that's sturdy or not? ]

I see.

[ but who is that for? keeping up an illusion is to keep them happy, or keep himself from questioning why he's the way he is? another mask, a third mask, rather than showing his true face, he hides behind the "mask" that pretends to be the old subaru, and the face he has now isn't shown to anyone unless he slips. ]

What happens if we strip you of the illusion, do you believe the foundation that makes "you" will collapse because you have no base?

[ can he live without being the person he was before, because relying on that face means relying on his strengths and weaknesses, and then he'll mold himself back into what he used to be.

that doesn't seem to be the idea as of now. ]

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