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Nanami Chiaki ([personal profile] moderating) wrote in [community profile] yogen2021-05-17 05:50 pm

Insert Coin .

Who: Nanami & Whoever
Where: All sorts of places in the school.
What: Vibing in murder school.
When: Sometimes after 5/16
Warnings: DR2 spoilers, will add anything if needed.
OPEN THREAD May-catch all thread or whatever they are called


⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ▙ Funky Laptop. ( 5/16-5/17 )

[ Unsure why it was the laptop that woke her fully into who she was now, Chiaki Nanami spent the day in the Game Club room on Sunday attempting to figure out what was within the computer. Unfortunately she was a gamer, not a programmer. Although it was in her repertoire to create a game from coding.. Trying to configure a computer out of its system was another feat in itself. She did manage to look at the system settings and figure out what programs it used… However outside of that and the strange icon with an eye. There was nothing she could discern from the item.
The blood was an alarming feature for sure, and she cleaned it off. Out of her own want for comfort, but also as to not alarm anyone. If asked she would not hide that there was blood upon the laptop, and already understood from the rules of the island. Kept the entirety of the image in her mind - incase a trial would come up.
Inevitably, she is found in the Game Club room. After having wiped the laptop off playing with the games on it. Minding herself quietly. If you pass by her or say something, she will most likely ask if you would like to play a game with her. ]


⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ▙ Dozing off in thought. ( 5/18-5/24 )

Spoilers

[ In tandem with her memories of this school, the preexisting life she led before being who she was now. Nanami remembered many things, many memories that were not hers, as well as the memories that were entirely entitled to her belonging. When she had oft but maybe 3 years or so of memories to call her own. She cannot help but mourn the school life that seemed to fade away from her hands. Wishing to grasp at them, like fumbling pieces of glass that scattered now from her fingertips.
To her memories were everything, and even if they were fake. Constructed by the measure of this school, for her to have and hold onto until she remembered who she actually was. They were still hers, and belonged to the school life that she had gotten to live. If she did not hold those memories precious, then wouldn't it mean she looked down on the memories that sculpted her?
Unfortunately, they were gone and now all she can discern are her memories from before. Jabberwock Island, the memories of her classmates, and the memory of her death as well as the miracle Hinata had made for him and his friends.
This was equally as precious to her, and ultimately she was with thanks to have them again.
Nothing were out of the ordinary as it were, and she had returned as the Nanami Chiaki from before!
As such.
The girl is found staring outside a window towards the Wisteria tree. The colors of it attracted her, but considering she had spent the day before attempting to figure out ‘her’ laptop. She thought to spend the day thinking and trying to figure out the strange mysteries of this School. That included the wisteria tree , or the clock tower , or even the auditorium . Nanami would attend class regularly, and then once it was said and done. She would be located at either one of these places, in deep thought. Sleeping. ]
ZZZZZ..

[ Wake her up?
>Yes
>No
>Something else.]



⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ▙ TDM starters . ▘

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wildcard, thinking how komaedas the last piece she finds

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-18 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
( he's unable to tell if this is good luck or bad luck, what would a this turn of events be considered when he gazes upon her visage, and the way his eyes widen reflect his shock, confusion, or... is there something more. he knows her appearance rather well between the youth that she is, a sleepy expression that compares to an extreme laidback attitude, and cat-like reactions — aside from that, she looked perfectly fit and healthy. he knows that side, and then he knows the side of her body throbbing in pain, the copious amount of spears that impaled her body from top to bottom, how they remained until forced out, and her limp body hits the floor. he remembers it so well that he can almost smell the blood despite there's nothing like that around him, and the lump of saliva that sits lodged in his throat is hard to swallow.

the latter memory is the strongest, somehow all his reactions are based on that instance, and nothing he can do is able to push it out for the female that he knows of on beach, and the smell of sea salt flooding his nose. between that and the iron smell, it's obvious which one weighs out between them. it's an uncomfortable feeling, one he's unable to place a name to until he blinks once, and then twice to get the image out of his eyes — as he focuses once again, he sees her standing in front of the vending machine still in thought. always in thought, that's the sort of personality that's carelessly shown to others, but it's not like she has anything to worry about. she never showed any hostility towards anyone, she never did anything that would equate to her suffering — though in his last moments within that simulation, who knows how his actions fared, what they did.

still, he it makes him wonder if this is just something that hinata infected him with, because the last time he saw her... was then too. closing his eyes, he squeezes tight before opening them one last time to see if her person will disappear, and yet she remains. it's just those haze apparitions again, but why would he see her of all people when normally kamukura izuru is who he saw in that entirety — among other people. of course, komaeda isn't the type to let things go naturally, and he slowly begins to walk forward while pulling out his pda, and as he steadily walks up behind her — there should be a green fabric of sleeve that nanami remembers — despite tattered — that has a metal arm holding up an item. the vending machine registers the payment, and whatever the female was trying to buy comes dropping down to the bottom. )
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i dont like the title of this thread

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-21 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
( the loss of his arm was for the betterment of hope, a position he placed himself in just to ensure his own desires — watching hope clash against despair, and defeat it in one fell swoop. if it meant taking that piece of junko and attaching it to himself, then he'd be able to overcome true despair with his own hope, understand her mind so he could have the advantage, but that was a mistake — it was part of his sin. it gave him a high only to throw him back down again, his mind fogged between hope and despair — nothing mattered as long as he could see hope win individually. that was his choice after all, and why he went as far as using a chainsaw to remove his own arm, and attach the ultimate despair's to him. it lived, (un)fortunately, all thanks to his luck, and how attuned he was with the prospect of despair — it's because his hope was so strong, that's why.

he wouldn't say he gave up himself to the ultimate despair, no, it's nothing like that, but komaeda's mind could never tell it properly. in the end, he threw himself away, like the disposable garbage that he is — unneeded, unwanted, and the same goes from that hunk of flesh he left behind in order to have her. because of that reasoning, he's able to shake his head, is it to himself to reject that ideology of being true to accept the way he went about it, or is it to say that she's wrong?

in the past, he didn't give up much aside from his time within the school — using a bomb to blow up the school, harming a few, killing some others — all so that his classmates didn't have to take a test, all because he felt like they weren't ready. sadly, if she notices this just because of his arm, his eyes drop down to the back of her head, and when she turns to face him, his eyes meet with hers. he's taller than her, but he still looks the same aside from the way his hair stretches out even further, and the strand that curls from the center to under his left eye. there's little things about him that's different, miniscule details to confirm that he's older, different.

what makes him is the memories he has, the one's that he knows — when he woke up, nanami wasn't there, and he knows why she wasn't around. with how that one memory painstakingly sits in the back of his mind, there's no way she could have existed during that time. the stepping stone towards their despair, the push towards their insanity, but he doesn't think that her back then would say something like this now. )


...

( he laughs, airily so, as he dismisses her comment, but there's something that stands out to him. what does she mean by "too late," why is it every time she acts or speaks, it's like she never made it. that's because she never does — yet, komaeda doesn't know that. what he knows from back then doesn't add up to now, there's bits and pieces missing. )

Where did you go?

( rather, he should ask where is she going. what if she late for? of course, he says this with a smile as if nothing is wrong, but even komaeda's unable to understand the feelings in his heart. does he ask because he's sad? or does he ask to make conversation? or maybe he asks because he'll wake up soon. like always. )

If you were too late, that is.
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TEARING UP

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-22 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
( in the simulation that captured his youth, that was a time where those who lacked talent meant nothing to him, and those who had it reigned supreme. even now, komaeda still has that sort of energy that comes from him, but this time talentless people are worth his time. though, he doesn't know the headspace he should have as he's told one after the other that his plan failed, that what he did was kill her, and she killed him — when his entire purpose was to act so that the traitor could go free. that's what his luck gambled on and everyone else would die in their stead, because at least whoever had that role wasn't part of the deteriorating despair they all carried.

he doesn't remember anything, only the disappointment that ran through his body after learning the truth, figuring out the people he revered were nothing more than ants in his eyes. then he remembered the hope of being something more to the people once he saved them from despair — his want to become the ultimate hope, revered and cherished. finally loved for his deeds. even after waking up, he had high hopes for certain people, and even then, he didn't know who or what he was aiming for. he didn't know what outcome came from his luck, nor did he understand how they all managed to make it through — yet, komaeda is also part of that group. a remnant of despair, one who carried out nefarious deeds, and even then he masked it all in the name of hope. )


...

( he looks up, his eyes meeting with the reflection of the vending machine's glass, and he stares to check the expression he wears. lips pursed into a straight line, yet it's an emotion that he doesn't know how to process, or maybe he wasn't ready to hear something like that said to him by her after reuniting. as much as he could say he didn't kill her, if he dates back to a time long before what had happened, he'd say it, but unlike her — he can't. komaeda may be the type to lead to the point, but that's what he does, keeps them on track rather than say it outright. )

Are you here to punish me... for my sins?

( his sins, but they were something he believed were right, so rather than listening to his mistakes, his failures — he decides to ask this way. ) Is that it...

( he's seen her awhile ago when both him and hinata suffered, though her words weren't as concerning as they are now. in the end, they're still sharp enough to impale his skin reminding him that he's still capable of feeling pain. depsite he can't smell the blood, and the fact that she's not laying on the floor in it. there's one thing that's for certain — )

Hasn't your corpse haunted me long enough?
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SIGHS

[personal profile] commences 2021-05-22 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
( her corpse has never haunted him, rather, she has been hope, and he's even said that her sacrifice will grow the hope of every student within the 77th class. it would be a lie if he felt that in his heart, and even now, she's still this prospect of hope that he's unable to let go — that's why she remains so vivid in his mind. yet, as much as everything about her lives free in his mind, he's never pushed her away, because he's respected her far too much. that's why as he heard his own words leave from his mouth, his lips part open slowly as she speaks to him in gratitude, he returns apologetic. )

I'm sorry, that was careless of me... trash getting worked up...

( something... someone... pushes him just a little in regards to his feelings, emotions that are hard to understand, and to hear her thank him before his own apology stings. why is she thanking him, what did he do if he failed, even waking up to the truth means nothing knowing his goal was never finalized to the extent that he wanted it to be. he doesn't know if she was the traitor considering his plan failed, and if his luck really let him down when he needed it the most — is that when he awoke from the pod that everyone was there. he wouldn't despair won, because he threw away her arm the moment he was pulled out from the bed he rested in.

it's still hope with him, and he wouldn't have it any other way. that's why he's able to stand here, watch the expression on his face turn curious as his brow raises. rather than looking directly at her, he stares at nanami through the machine's glass, trying to read her face. what is it that she wants to say? that doe-eyed look that she wears so honestly has always masked her feelings, but the tone of her words have always been genuine, and komaeda knows she doesn't speak to hurt him. )


...

( there's no "maybe" at all when it comes to this, and instead, he knows that his future shouldn't be filled with regrets, and the thing is there's nothing he regrets about her. )

We shouldn't talk here. ( about their sins, their failures, or anything else that if someone overheard that could be used against them. because they're different, they've done things to ensure hope for others, though nanami was right, and komaeda had always gone about them wrong, but in the end something positive was made of it. ) Alone would be better... I'll listen to what you have to say.

( had this been komaeda as soon as he died, it probably wouldn't be this way, but the fact he's no longer caught by the simulation — it gives him more time to think, allows him chances he didn't think he'd have. if she is here to punish him, it'd be easier to do that without others seeing to stop her. )
closewithnewintown: (if you ask me how I'm doing)

5/18

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[stephanie has a scientific question.

and that question is "how many chip bags can I stack on the head of this random sleeping girl."

she's placed three.]
closewithnewintown: (of walls that used to confine)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[wow this girl is a really deep sleeper. or maybe dead. she could also be dead. they have a lot of those all over the place.

now let's see if this sixth bag will stay.]
closewithnewintown: (still I'm lonely and stressed out)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's, uh. Dinner. [grins a little sheepishly.] You can have one, if you'd like.

Who's... Mono-whatever?
closewithnewintown: (that beg to be collected)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
Sharing is important!

Well, we don't have any bears here. [... wait hold on let her think.] No, definitely not bears. Unless there's some outside in the forest, but we aren't allowed there yet.
closewithnewintown: ('cause that would be absurd)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
-- Oh, we can do that! [tbh a few weeks ago she would have just let her have a bag herself but a few weeks ago she didn't know what hunger was hahaha....]

... Wait, like a video game?
closewithnewintown: (of the pain in my chest)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
I think they're pretty fun! Not as fun as playing outside, of course, but they're good sometimes. [takes chip, nibbles at it like mouse.] I have a friend back home who's cuckoo about them. Sometimes, he stays up all night, just playing on his computer...

I wish we had some of those games here. It gets pretty boring.
closewithnewintown: (where the hell is the karma?)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I love Game Club! The board games are really fun. [a bitch LOVES chutes and ladders.] The video games we got are a little... old, kinda.

[actually playing them just reminds her of pixel and if she thinks on that for too long her heart starts shattering so she just. plays more chutes and ladders.]

I guess I'll have to get used to it, eventually.
closewithnewintown: (As I try to determine)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-19 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[visibly brightens]

I'd love to! I was just gonna play by myself [again], but playing is always more fun with friends!
closewithnewintown: (a thousand more for another day)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-20 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[mentally calculating her points...]

Yeah, that should be okay! Um, I don't recommend drinking some of the stuff here, even from the machine. The water is... dirty. I mostly drink milk.
closewithnewintown: (day of the week)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-20 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[...

okay and we're. walking. to get milk. but.]


Why were you slightly unaware of what milk is.
closewithnewintown: (time I know we're out of time)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-21 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[she could leave it at that. but also she is insatiably curious and she just. needs to know this.]

Where did you think milk came from before you learned that?
closewithnewintown: (to give me some diagnosis)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-21 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
[she can't even bring herself to argue that she should buy the milks, because she's. very much still mentally on this.]

How can something come from itself? That's like saying an apple comes from an apple! Things don't just happen!
closewithnewintown: (I’ll sort through the layers)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-22 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
No, cows are like trees, and apples are like milk.

[what are they even talking about]
closewithnewintown: (the good faith that's been wasted)

[personal profile] closewithnewintown 2021-05-22 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
[it's basically like talking to ziggy when he's three bags of taffy to the wind it's fine.]

"Like." It's a word that means something is similar to something else, but isn't actually that thing.