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yogen2021-06-05 07:59 pm
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▙ Robotics/Programing Club . ▘
who: Anyone & Legion, Zero, Nagito Komaeda, Turing, ADD, Mewtwo, her new laptopsister
what: Nanami puts up a flyer & contacts people about Joining or forming the Club!
when: 6/6-6/12
where: The School
warnings: n/a
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀1. A Messy Creative Flyer .
[ There is a Flyer on a bulletin board. The picture on it is very abstract, almost comic book like. The picture has a drawing of a computer & what looks like monomi typing furiously on a keyboard. The writing is rather messy and not onpar with someone her age - Bellow it reads the following:
Although it is obvious the club has not formed yet, she is in amidst finding people interested. ]
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀▘ ▘ ▘ The rest are gunna be closed starters!
what: Nanami puts up a flyer & contacts people about Joining or forming the Club!
when: 6/6-6/12
where: The School
warnings: n/a
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀1. A Messy Creative Flyer .
[ There is a Flyer on a bulletin board. The picture on it is very abstract, almost comic book like. The picture has a drawing of a computer & what looks like monomi typing furiously on a keyboard. The writing is rather messy and not onpar with someone her age - Bellow it reads the following:
Are you a computer? Have mechanical parts? Or interested in computers? Programing? Lets meet up every Thursday in room 2-B, if interested please reach me at my locker by 141 after class.
Although it is obvious the club has not formed yet, she is in amidst finding people interested. ]
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀▘ ▘ ▘ The rest are gunna be closed starters!
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( he slept, he lived, he died, and he woke up again to a world that was different from the norm, but everything he knew came back to him as he was stirred from his sleep. he remembers the program that he was trapped in — a world where hope didn't exist, and talent didn't matter. he was just some ordinary kid, living his ordinary days with the students from hope's peak. it lacked hinata, and it lacked nanami, and that world was literally a sickness that he had to get out of. )
It's not what they think it's going to be.
( he starts, thinking of hinata, thinking of gundham, and the list can go on and on, but the others are here. she has to know what the future is now, right? well, back home, if they're ever able to go back. as he talks about it, it's not that he's sensitive to the conversation or upset with what happened, no, it's not like that at all. )
The future is a disaster, even if I'm not involved...
( it's said like a joke despite how self-deprecating it sounds, but he'll leave that up to nanami to decide. )
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So it tickled her, in that common sense aligned right. A soft laugh, very small. Almost an exhale of breath and she quickly answers, ]
It's still your future anyway.
[ That was after all ultimately, what each of them accepted at the end. Especially Hinata when he and the others chose to graduate and make their own miracle. ]
I'm sure ever you can make something out of that.
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( about the future, what they'll come to realize at the end, even though komaeda doesn't know the exact outcome — he know he waiting for hinata to save him from that nightmare. the future he woke to was just as it was depicted in the future foundation's book with them as remnants, and the past all flooded back to him reminding the ultimate what brought them to that unfortunate lifestyle. it's their future, and to komaeda, he's not too beat up about it, but that's because everything turns out a positive for him. )
Or him... what your future has in store.
( he noticed the way hinata depended on her at the slumber party, how they laid there pressed together. he doesn't know what they spoke about, but he did happen to catch it when walking away from them. what they do isn't a big deal to him, but he knows that hinata doesn't know the full truth. he wonders if that was knowledge he learned once he managed to come out of the neo world program, he must have had time to come to terms with it since komaeda was the last one to stir from his sleep. )
...But if you didn't tell him then, you won't tell him now.
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[ She asks almost immediately. Without hesitation. ]
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( and he's going to play unfair, making things difficult as always. )
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[ Oh yeah? ]
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( yeah.
goodbye! )
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Been through what?
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( and she can follow him all she wants, but he's not going to budge... it's because he's bored of the conversation now. )
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[ Nanami just states rather plainly. ]
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( he looks at her, smiling softly. )
Does that bother you?
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[ She thinks musing over the conversation. ]
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( he's not running from it, and he would love to delve deeper in what he knows, and what she does as well. )
Out in the open where anyone can hear, I do have tact, Nanami-san.
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[ She states plainly, as if his own statement were merely foolish to even say. ]
Just kidding, youre right after all.
[ Then again that was the point at least for her. ]
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( just in case she needed a reason why he's against speaking, but it's not mostly about them. )
The same can be said for most of these transfers, while they can make their own hope... Ultimates shine more brilliantly than them.
( so if this is something she wants to talk about, then he can exchange words in a disclosed location. )
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[ So she says. ]
It's fine if you don't want to talk about it... But dont misunderstand.
[ A pause. ]
.... Ne, you know Senpai right? The guy Rika-chan talks to? I seen you talking to him too before.
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( why is komaeda always misunderstood? he never misunderstands, remember that. )
...? I talk to a lot of people, who are you referring to?
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She feels sleepy...
Change in a sense that they are no longer abused, or brainwashed into the actions of what Junko Enishima wanted from them.
Not Changed in a sense that, Komaeda has to view others the same way Nanami does.
It was why she asked him the question that prompted this direction of conversation. As if she failed, once again her flag check in a relationship game. In trying to correctly maneuver points with others, and gain their acceptance. Gain their want to have interest in her - she failed again.
She feels sleepy...
It was that she wanted him to accept her for who she is, in the same way she accepts him.
However she is not allowed that sense of closeness with anyone, let alone Komaeda who she perhaps hoped to have that established with if at all anyone. Almost relaying on the perspective conception of his mind. How he already seems to understand things at large, that others do not. When he breaks things down from a 3rd perspective. It was why in her own foolish but girlish desperation. She had followed after him, as if wanting something more from what he was giving her.
Nanami thinks on it, the value of the exchanged. How she failed, and how she foolishly wished to work against the laws that seemed to abide against her. It makes her feel foolish to try to even establish meaningful relationships. When she cant even tell any of them the truth of the matter. At least upon the island there was a purpose for it - here it almost felt as if she were cruelly trying too hard to fit in.
As if trying too hard to formulate moments where each and every one of them can figure it out for themselves. Was she trying too hard? Creating the wrong sorts of paths? As if she were either developing some otome game herself, or playing her cards the wrong way. The same sort of values she held in wanting Hinata to treat her like a girl, she wanted everyone to know some how about her truth. Chose the right words. Chose the right path, to figure it out on their own. When it were as it is, she wasn't suppose to be doing any of this. It went against her very nature - but she was trying.
Especially when making the club but an obvious attempt at a plea for help?
She's almost seemingly begging for anyone to help.
She feels sleepy...
Anyway, she actually does not take long to respond.]
Rokkun...?
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( "senpai" which komaeda's never thought of doing a thing, or it slips his mind considering the position he's in. perhaps he wants to be called senpai, or have that semblance of importance, but it's not like rokkun calls him "kouhai," he only calls him by his first name despite komaeda's reservations. the closeness of it, at first, he felt the same way that hinata felt when nanami said his name. even when nanami does it, he manages to keep this sort of distance, but he answers anyway, but he's never told her to stop the same way he's done rokkun. maybe it's the closeness of it that he doesn't understand, or maybe he "knows" her enough to warrant it. he hasn't made up his mind as of why, instead, he moves on. )
At first, I thought you meant Fujioka-kun...
( komaeda has only hung with him a few times, but he doesn't know what year class he's in. then again, komaeda doesn't focus on anyone outside of ultimates anyway, like a parent making sure his children are on the right track while being the child enamored by those he adores. )
What is it about Rokkun you'd like to know?
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[ Nanami began, promptly adjusting herself once again, though seemingly sleepy all the same. Her eyes catch his and she is unable to discern the thought that he had himself. The importance of names and why there may be weight to it, when she says it herself. Or why there shouldn't be, such truth of it merely laid in the fact that Nanami felt themselves friends. Most simply.
Especially at the end of it all, aware that her existence merely thrived because of the memories of each and everyone of them. Such tenderness when she died, clutched her hear tightly. Her nimble actions with fingers tightening around the straps of her bag. Procuring that sense of vulnerability. Afraid to lose any more memories that made her individual and herself, afraid that any moment she would disappear again, and afraid that she could not let them all know the truth of herself.
Nanami cares a lot for each and every one of them, even if she were predisposed to do so. It was her everything, and calling him by his name was a declaration of t hat. That at any moment she could fade away, and she wanted to at least live her life to the fullest... The fullest a life like hers can live that is.]
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( he knows her name anywhere as she's an associate in his crimes, so his brow raises as he looks at nanami with curiosity. is there something that happened between her and rokkun? she has been worried about him as of late, so it would make sense as to why she has so much information about his person. though, to ask komaeda's feelings mean the people within this school must seem some sort of connection. well, nanami did notice him hanging out around him, there's no doubt about that... )
What did she say?
( he sounds interested, especially if an ultimate is relaying information to him. )
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[ Nanami fidgets attempting to get at a point, that would round the reason for her even pursuing him like this. ]
... I thought it was worth mentioning.... Holding back things because they cant say what they want to say. Maybe you should talk to him more about that, it feels like you are both close.
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it's being pressed, he finds, how nanami shows her concerns despite being an ai, but she was crafted that way — to worry about others, to show her concern. )
...
( he sighs, looking at the way she hides within her hood. )
What charm did he give you, Nanami-san?
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[ It takes her a minute or so to think about how to respond, but she digs into her uniform and takes out one of the small eyes that he gave her. From here, it's only 1 single tiny round one. And she reaches over to put it in Komeadas hand. ]
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Yep, you did get this from him... I saw these on... my birthday.
( he didn't ask much about them because he didn't want to intrude in rokkun's life, but as he looks at it, he knows that he has... many of them. when he thinks about it, why does he carry so many, and only offer a singular piece. he doesn't find anything wrong with that though, especially since it was given to nanami. )
You should take care of it... It might really be good luck.
( to protect her from the bad luck, to protect her from the things she doesn't know yet... ) There must have been something about you that made him offer this up.