[semi-open] second truth bullet: hinata's memory

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Who: Hajime Hinata and YOU
What: A catch-all log for Hinata throughout the month! Closed things will added by request, open things for stuff outside of event top-levels
Where: Various
When: Mostly June, at least one or two things backdated to late May
Warnings: SPOILERS for chapter 4 of Super Dangan Ronpa 2, after the Final Dead Room Discussion



Notes: Hinata will be undergoing a canon update that will have taken place on the 4th! He will be approaching things considerably more depressed and/or apathetic after this takes place, so you're welcome to tag him between the 1st and 3rd if you'd rather have normal Hinata! However, the threads that take place after the canon update are very important. It's something I've detailed more on plurk, but essentially there's something of a "game" that I have going. Hinata now has a "trust" level that's been reset to 0 - if his points are positive enough, he will be updated to either chapter 5 or the end of the game, and if his points fall too far, he will be "reverted" to one of two earlier canon points (chapter 1 or pre-game) and lose all of his Yogen memories. Close CR has more weight at first, but anyone has the power to affect him, so feel free to take a shot at raising or lowering those points!

If you have any questions or would like to plot things, feel free to reach me at Yamadori! (You're also welcome to write starters for me as well, just give me a heads up first!)

Comments

1/4 - kodaka voice: please watch until the very end :)

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[Hinata would be hollering if he could, but- that's impossible, so Komaeda will simply get treated to him flailing around gratuitously before they both go down.

He's glad his back is to Komaeda, because Hinata is pretty sure he'd die if they could see each other's faces. His ears feel so hot.]

You really can't stop saying embarrassing things, can you. I bet you just do this to me for fun.

[duh

He still isn't sure what's worse - the embarrassed expression that's made its home on his face for however long... or the grin that keeps fighting to make itself known. But he's glad, either way, that Komaeda can see neither right now.

But there's something nice about this, when he stops to think about it, the ease that comes with not having to show Komaeda what he's typing because he's already right there. The Hinata of two months ago would've been shocked speechless, but right now... right now the only thing he can think is that it's a welcome weight he feels on his shoulder.

It makes him feel... precious. Important. Cherished.

Hinata's insides squirm.]

That... would be nice though, wouldn't it? Getting married for real one day.

[His eyes are starting to droop, body relaxing more than he'd anticipated, and Komaeda can probably see the way his fingers start to move slower on the PDA.

It's why he doesn't remember to write it as "getting married to somebody", a sentence innocent of any attachments.]

I bet it's nice... living with somebody that wants you always by their side, who wants to hold you close and never let you go. Someone that looks at you like you matter, and cares about you with all their heart.

[Somebody... that would look at me with love in their eyes...]

I want

[The sentence is left hanging, unfinished.

Hinata Hajime falls asleep.

Without a single nightmare to be found... perhaps for the last time.]