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[ Upon Seeing Komaeda and her pre-establish memories very prevalent. She gives him a look, of annoyance some what. He hasnt even said hello to her the past few days, and it marks her as weird. Mostly wrong. The first few days she doesnt care, but eventually out of annoyance and feeling self entitled. Mona gets up one day and throws a book at him. Standing close enough to him, so when the book catches his attention. She leans over and very angrily points to the door. ]

( its the book for him that comes smacking the back of his head causes him to lurch forward, and a hand raises to rub at the area gently. there's a sense of worry, wondering if his bad luck is starting to break its way through the library, but as he leans up properly... he notices who is by the door. he blinks slow, pale, sickly green eyes read her expression first, and then watches where she points.

he could ignore her, but slowly he brings himself up from his seat, closing the book that he had opened before to carry it along with him. once he manages to stand outside the library — he's more willing to come out than he was before, but he doesn't seem in the mood to converse of all things. )

...Have I caused a problem for you?

( he asks slow, thoughtful as he's trying to think about if he has done something, but mona wasn't here during the meeting so she has no reason to be frustrated with him yet. )

[ The clatter of her heels clicking against the floor echo down it. She is... Surprised by his reaction, and even more surprised by how sickly he sounds. Exhausted almost, Mona wanted to say something sharp to him. However ]

You haven't even said hello to me once, [ There's some self entitlement there, she is cocky and full of herself. ] not that I care. [ She does. ] You look like a Hilichurl[ racist. ] encampment with your hair absolutely wild. Anyway the least, you can do is say hello? What is your problem? [ Read: What is wrong with you? Her next bit of words, she unaware of what the fuck is going on with him. Merely repeats the wild atrocities he says to her that she can remember. ] Did someone like you, find a 'Hope' that couldn't inspire you?

I didn't know you were so starved for my acknowledgement, let's start over...

( start over from the beginning or from those little memories that they have, even he doesn't believe them, hasn't really accepted them since he's been here. they don't make sense compared to what he already knows as the truth, and while he has vague memories that haunt him, he needn't pursue them, not knowing where they lead. besides, his luck will only give him good things to look forward to, and as he thinks about that, he sighs softly. )

Hey... I've been invested in this book for quite some times, I guess the days have came and go... like a watercolor painting caught in the rain... the world can't move without me, stepping stones are needed for hope.

( with that said, he crosses his arms, shaking his head. )

What of your hope, will you be able to help those here... who struggle?

S-starved! I am not STARVED!! [ Mona stamps her foot against the floor, and feels herself a bit defeated by how he words that so - wrong in her eyes. What he says though does alight a few feelings and notions she were dealing with. Letting out a heaving huff and dismissing whatever foolish feelings she held before. Mona crosses her arms and gives him a strange look - what did he just say to her? Almost as if Albedo were saying something estrange again about the world around him.

It does give her a notion of thought, mostly because of how she feels in her predicament. It is true, she is at the library reading endlessly everything that she can to give everyone here. What she can as to a better understanding of their circumstances. That perhaps in a way - something bigger beyond herself was going on here. To get down to the truth, of this universe or world. No matter where she were, held truth to her existence. Even if she were going to - ]

If you mean the truth, then yes I am trying. I've been reading the texts within the Library for days that I became self aware. [ She's looking away, then looks back at him for a moment to talk. ] Unfortunately I haven't found anything the least bit interesting. I can barely scry, and I have been trying to find the true birth year of this school so I can properly create a Astrology chart for it.

( full of emotion, targeting her immediate frustrations at him, but that's normal to him as he listens to the heels of her shoes clack against the ground. it's a response that he's used to from others, and he overlooks with with an empty look like he does most things. even though he acts unbothered, there's various layers to his attitude that seems distant, lost, too tired to actually want to function as he listens to mona's outburst. )

Wouldn't you need the stars to do that?

( while looking into the books has always rewarded positive points to komaeda, he assists in his thoughts on the matter. perhaps if she was able to outside to have a look that she could read what comes from up there. then again, she's probably complaint that she's already did that, and how could he think that's not the first idea she came up with. )

...I hear some people are able to go outside now, if you can view what's above us... ( perhaps there's something written in the stars that could help with the lost souls here, the unhappy few who are unable to understand komaeda's reasoning. ) ...perhaps the stars will unfold both the groups hopes and dreams.

( he sighs, almost seeming like he's done with the conversation, or better yet... his response. ) Have I filled the quota of humoring you...?

( she did seem like she wanted his attention. )

I do and have.... [ Mona has no idea the judgement he is casting on her, if she knew she may feel all the more embarrassed. An outburst is an outburst, and he was right in a matter of speaking. She is unfortunately prone to them despite her insistence on being one with the Stars. That the divine means one must disattach themselves from all things that bind them to this mortal realm - but she's still human in the end. One that is grossly attached to many things... Upon the mortal realm. ] If you can find the date of the schools creation then perhaps...

[ Mona is surprised by his ... Flat personality, normally from her own memories he regarded her with a bit more help. A discussion even. It was genuinely why she enjoyed prattling and battling with her thoughts against his own. He seemed disinterested and absolutely wishing to leave from their conversation.

Mona had no need to hold him, nor would she ever clamor for his attention despite what he said initially - but this... Drew her to pause in thought. Sharp eyes regarding him with a long hard look. The silence between odd momentarily as she reads him.

'I see.' Mona thinks, 'We are two different people, in two different worlds. Our destinies are not aligned.' ] You can leave, [ It's said rather suddenly, with long lashes blinking away her own thoughts. ] I was just trying to figure out why you haven't said hello to me... I was wrong to think I could impose the lasting friendship from our previous memories onto you now. Feel free to talk to me about anything though, [ Mona adjusts on her heel turning toward the back exit. It's late and she definitely wanted to read the stars. ] if you can find it in yourself to do so. Information, is information after all and I rather liked our debates from our memories.

Edited 2021-07-05 07:32 (UTC)

Arisu-san, Student Council... she might have a date, but...

( just an inner struggle that he needs to get rid of, he's already spoke to the necessary people to understand what he needs to do, but give him a moment, he's thinking. when it comes to the date, he believes that maya may have an answer, but when he questioned her of the school rules — she said to him that they don't keep things like that. why do they throw away such important information, and the reason would be is because they don't want them to know, or they're also trapped in this hell

mona did speak to him, and he listens to the part where she states information is information. what i'm saying is that he ignored everything else on purpose. )

...She might not care for astrology, I take her for a realist. ( is he saying astrology isn't realism, well, maybe if she goes in talking about her zodiac signs, and stuff. ) You can handle someone like that can't you, but with your attitude... it'll be a catastrophe!

[ Okay well she notices he's thinking, noticing he's jumping around, noticing hes - not .... Right?

Komaeda's never been right in the head, from her knowledge of his history from preestablished memories. Was that he had everything bad happen to him, and yet for all of it he continued to still remain. Continued to still be apart of life - continued to change the world around him. He was a wonderful enigma that someone who were like Mona, invested in the conception of Fate and Destiny. Felt that he were someone that.... Often would randomly and most utterly horrifically - fuck with it.

She didn't know how or why, just that it was the truth. ]

No one needs to care for astrology. [ Mona says simply, a bit away from him having started her walk down the hall toward the lockers. Looking him over as he finally found it in himself to collect his thoughts... Collect who he was in that moment. Her face softens, and she is glad for him. However what he says... Makes her.... Pout.

Clutch tightly to the book in her hands, against her chest. Slamming a foot down against the floor as her pigtails bob. ] You! You! Don't know that, I can HANDLE myself quite well actually.

[ Mona looks away heaving a huff. ] It sounds as if she is someone who is as blunt and brutish as myself. Either we both understand and we get along, or it will be an issue where one of the other has to back down. You are right about it maybe becoming a problem, but I am not someone who needs chaperoning. Unless you want to come and join the conversation for yourself.

Well... yes, she is. A few here believe she's cruel, but others find her a pleasure to be around.

( komaeda's more the latter, and that's because of what she was able to do for ishimaru in giving him a second chance to show his hope, and now he's part of the student council. sending her directly to maya probably isn't the best idea, but he doubts ishimaru probably knows anything about the dates in regards to the school. it's something he thinks about as they walk forward, and while he listens to her, his eyes lift to look at her from the side, watching as her pigtails bounce. )

Are you going to lose yourself speaking with her if she says things you dislike?

( he asks, his eyes slowly blinking, and it's hard to tell if it's because he's tired or he's having trouble making conversation. sadly, komaeda's never been good at it, so he's silent when mona speaks, allowing her to say her part if she wants. he always politely waits his turn, seeing no need to overstep where he doesn't belong — she's thinking, figuring out what she wants to do. he does feel like he can add something on at the end, and maybe he's a little lucky considering if mona truly wants to meet her. )

I do have to give something back to her, so you could accompany as I do that...

( they have clean water? so he managed to clean something that belongs to maya. )

[ Cruel? Mona thinks its just people do not like what they hear, and discern their own feelings for it. No matter, Mona adjusts toward the door heading into the courtyard. She looks back at him, watching him look present but not entirely there. Was his illness that bad already? Was he already far gone...? Maybe she should look into reading his stars -

little does she know thats absolutely the worse idea. ]

Its more if she doesn't like what I have to say, at the end I suppose only fate can tell. Are you coming outside or staying here? Regardless, when you decide to go have me come along then.

You've already drawn me out, so I should come... for a bit, I'll return once our business is done.

( talking about business being done, they should actually meet up with maya sooner than later, considering when summer break happens... they won't see her at all. that'll ruin all of mona's chances too, and not having her scrying tools... she'll miss out. )

What's your locker number... I'll leave a note when I'm free, for now... there has to be other things you're interested in.

Locker 120.

[ Well if Komaeda is gunna join her then, she'll just push against the door and walk outside. She's already pulling out her instrument, which looks like that but with a Alidade along it. A place for her to look through with the instrument in hand, a bunch of paper work she puts on the floor immediately, a calculator, a bunch of pencils... The list doesn't end. It will take her a minute once shes found a good spot past the tree in the court yard.

She unveils a scroll that has the constellations all properly on it. Then she has white paper she places over it, that is the tracing paper. Everything is properly pinched with pins and she puts her bag on one end. With Astronomy books on the other. Then if that wasn't done with, Mona plucks several rulers of all types. Including drafting compasses, winged rulers, and ALL The likes along her work space. It takes about 10 minutes or so to accumulate the area into a little science space.

She doesn't even speak to Komaeda during this, plucking her astrolabe and with the sun slowly setting in the distance... Beginning to view the stars and begin her arithmetic for the night. Every now and then she scribes upon the tracing paper, cataloguing the distances and movements of the stars. ]

( it's gotten hotter, his hand raises to pinch at the collar of his shirt so that as he pulls it, a puff of air goes up to cool him off. not that it does much to save him from the heat, but his already cool body can manage a little well than others within the humidity of the night — the stars are all together, crowded, and they glow to themselves, for themselves, and mona watches them while she charts.

komaeda kneels down, his eyes stare at the ground first, and then he looks up &mash; there's this uncomfortable feeling while watching them. he knows why, but he makes no visible reaction, or says a thing, and instead he swallows down the saliva in his throat as he thinks. the immense out of good luck that would come from something unfortunate having, and he looks at mona when he thinks this way. )

What do you see?

[ There's a tiny little lantern light, like for camping by the charts as well. She looks over to him as he's laid there hot and suffering from the muggy heat. Something she finds no issue with, as the late nights outside in this sort of weather. Do little to deter her, and her passion for science. As she has in the past, walked along the Deserts or Forests of Sumeru, the hot summers of Liyue, or even when Mondstat itself gets its moments of foggy rains. As someone who lived most of her life, off of the world weather like this. It was merely just an insufferable truth. That she merely had to accept for what it were.

Even if it was uncomfortable. ]

That... Well, I can't tell you the product of the future here other than there is a mystery to unveil. When I look for an answer the way that I do here, everything is generalized. Then again the future can be inconsistent except for moments of Fate, which are predestined and inescapable... [ Mona kneels against the floor and writes something down. ] I say that, but.... It seems as if there's this repetitive manner. Also the stars... The stars seem... Repetitive as well? I don't really understand what that means or why. So don't ask me just yet, or about the reason for it.

Instead, you can ask me something that can have a more coherent answer. [ Mona looks over to him now, wondering what someone like him would even ask. ]

For instance, I can read by cross referencing your birthday with the planets around this solar system. As well as the constellations within your month, and delegate a truth from it. As it is, I can tell you are in a situation that you put yourself into that was... Ideally, successful - about... 2 Months ago? Though, I haven't figured it out yet what it is, not that that is important right now.

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