(closed) this ain't build a bitch

[commences]

Who: Nagito Komaeda & anyone who hits me up
What: October Catch-all
When: 10/01 onwards
Where: Various locations
Warnings: TBA

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i'm filled with flaws and attitude,
so if you need perfect, i'm not built for you.

This post serves as a place for me to gather all of Komaeda's closed threads, starters, miscellany through the month. If you want to set something up, I can be reached by PM or at sakasaki

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[futurebullets]

I always see you. More than anybody else.

[It comes out sharp, but it doesn't last. Hinata's expression flickers, more wounded now than raw. The words hit him where it hurts.]

Look, I... I know I'm not strong like Nidai or Owari. I don't even know what my talent is, right? [The words burrow into his chest, feel like a poison burning his veins.] But... You can't just expect me to sit here and do nothing when that bastard is wandering around out there free as a bird. Even if I'd be useless against him... there's no way I can just accept that.

[commences]

No you don't.

( his voice sounds flat this time around, like it's obvious hinata is lying to himself, and to komaeda. )

Do you hear yourself? If you saw me, you wouldn't attempt to run to your death... all you see is revenge, and you'll die doing so.

( it sounds crazy hearing hinata say even if he is useless, and komaeda cashes in on the truth, because what can he do? it's the one word that gnaws at his thoughts, "if", a struggle he's having with himself to not just call the other an idiot for it. )

Is that what you want? I didn't take you for the type who was so suicidal, not actively, anyway. ...Should have left you where we found you if death is what you want so bad, what was the point of Saihara-kun going as far as he did for your survival just for you to... throw it away.

( hinata isn't that hinata anymore, he's a talentless individual with nothing going for him. he's weak, he feels weak, and that room to grow will never see the light of day. the thought worries him, and then he pushes it behind himself. what should komaeda care for, why would hinata make such a rash, and crazy decision like to bother dito? it's pathetic, and the way he goes along with this conversation feels like so. )