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10/02 | kiss me thru the pda (678-999-8212) | un: n.komaeda
does anyone know of a student by the name of rue ryuzaki?
i'm guessing... they're a student like us since staff doesn't have pdas to use.
https://yogen.dreamwidth.org/40622.html?thread=8875694#cmt8875694
just in case any of you wanted to get personally acquainted with them.
i'm guessing... they're a student like us since staff doesn't have pdas to use.
https://yogen.dreamwidth.org/40622.html?thread=8875694#cmt8875694
just in case any of you wanted to get personally acquainted with them.
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sounds like they're not exactly interested in the common man.
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but it makes me curious...
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what are you curious about?
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they reminds me, the other seemed so lonely...
i'm glad you have me, kiryu-kun, so that you don't have to be.
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[....don't make his lil neglected heart flutter like that, Komaeda. since he is, in fact, really fucking lonely.
it almost makes him want to withdraw, like he did with Neku, so he doesn't have to deal with those sorts of feelings.]
i consider myself lucky in that respect, then.
[it's sent a few moments after the first text, probably kind of giving himself away in some way.]
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( he has other ways of getting attention, and that's forcing people to deal with him without wanting to, and that way he feels something from it. that person however acts out, and people go running, and that's all they can do is respond and see who answers.
as for josh, he's typing up something else until he notices another message comes through, and when he thought the other had finished his thoughts. he blinks, scrolling up to see what he had said previously. )
you're not lucky, you're just filled with hope.
( if there's a day komaeda can say that joshua's just being himself, that would probably work now, but how komaeda sees things... this is genuine enough. )
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there's only been so many people that he could count on one hand that Joshua would consider "friend". someone who could see so completely through him, but also not reject the person they see when they do so. first had been Hanekoma...second had been Neku.
and now, it's so strange and unlikely, but Komaeda as well.
it's probably a good thing they're not face-to-face right now, because his sad and wistful expression turns into something more hard and neutral. it's born out of something that he doesn't want to express to anyone -- a weakness, even though all three of these people somehow seem to see right through it.
he hates, loves, and is terrified of it all at the same time.
he's going to zoom right past the first subject, and latch on to hope.]
you see hope in me? given how you consider those kinds of people, i'm flattered.
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and i would never lie about hope.
( he notices the way the other ignores portion of the text, but komaeda doesn't chase after it. he smiles instead, looking at his pda as he thinks about joshua's hope, and it's something he can identify so well that it feels convenient. )
now, now... you're no ultimate.
but you have a hidden talent, don't you?
( it's a bad habit to break actually: his obssession with ultimates. the levels he place people because of them, that doesn't mean joshua can't be fitted into that more hypocritical thinking of his. even though he hardly thinks of it that way. besides, he doesn't know what it is in practice, but that aura does come off joshua makes him different from those who have nothing. )
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[at least in Komaeda's mind.]
i suppose you could say that. maybe one day i'll be able to show you properly.
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maybe one day you can show more of yourself to me, i wouldn't mind. we can keep it a secret between us!
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i'll make sure i can show as much as i can to you.