yogen | un: c.gorgon 11/1

[ Early Monday evening, a series of posts go up on the network. ]

@ s.meanswell @ s.meanswell @ s.meanswell @ s.meanswell @ s.meanswell @ s.meanswell

where are you? i don't understand this letter. if I wasn't supposed to read it yet, im sorry.

[ Twenty minutes later... ]

@ s.meanswell i think you forgot to come back and destroy it. you said you'd do that. hello hello. can you please respond?

...daisies don't even grow at this school steeephanie. i'm not making you a grave. its not funny. im not laughing.

[ Ten minutes later... ]

@ s.meanswell @ s.meanswell im reading the letter again. i don't like it. you need to explain it to me or im not going to shut up! why are you talking about your life like this? one persons life for another...you don't need to save anyone! i'm fine! ishimaru is fine! nene...noah... hiro... blah blah blah i don't care! who cares if everyones murdering eachother. thats not our problem!

i dont want a happy ending. i don't like endings at all. i don't know how to deal with them. so where are you?

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shes gone and she left a letter saying shed gone to do something dangerous...but she must have forgotten to come back and destroy it. its not very funny.

something dangerous?
can you tell me what her letter said exactly?

[he usually doesn't do shit for free but........this kid is awfully upset about this girl

is the girl cute btw]

it says Dear Everyone so I guess that could be okay.

give me a second to type it....

""" dear Everyone,

If you find this letter, it means I didn’t come back, because I’m gonna destroy this way before it gets to anybody if I succeed.

I think I found where the monster that’s behind this place lives. (Of course the bathroom ghost was talking about bathrooms. Duh.) I’m going to confront it, and hopefully end this. I don’t know how. In the stories, it seems like the hero always comes up with a plan right when they meet the ancient evil, so I’m not too worried about that. But, sometimes, the hero dies saving everybody. I think I’m okay with that. When I think about all the good I can do for everyone else, what happens to me doesn’t seem to matter.

I’m sorry for how I’ve acted. It wasn’t right of me, to be so mean, even if I’m trying to help everyone. Sportacus always likes to let us get to the solutions of problems by ourselves; telling us how we’re wrong wouldn’t stick as a lesson, but learning for ourselves always does. Patience is a really important heroic trait to have. I don’t have it. I can’t wait for everybody else to figure it out. Not when every other week means more dead bodies on my conscience.

I’m sorry this didn’t end well for me. I can only hope it ended well for you. I’m sorry, Nene, Noah, Kiyotaka, Hiro, Crona ...then everything around here gets really scribbly. Maybe she wanted to write smeone else but forgot how to spell it.

Then its: Please, enjoy your happy endings. It’s all I ever wanted.

I’m not scared. I’ve never been less scared in my life. Because if the life of one person can spare so many from a fate worse than death...

Well. That’s a pretty good deal. I think some people call that “hope.”

With All My Love,
Stephanie Meanswell

P.s. If any of you ever find yourselves in Lazytown, please tell my uncle that I’m okay. Tell Sportacus what happened. And if you find my grave there, I’ve always liked daisies the best. """

[ What the hell is with everyone here. They're either all getting killed, talking about dying, or just completely bloodthirsty (including her, but shh). This one in particular, she decided to go off and fight something just based off of a hunch?

What the hell. ]

Honestly. Would it have hurt to just wait a little to do anything like that?

[oh damn

... as someone who's offered himself up the same way once, in a more social-suicide sort of way, this is something he's reading over like three times.]

its not a happy ending worth having if shes not here with the ppl she wants to have it with tho
how come ppl dont get that

( natsume reads the letter once, then twice, then crona's initial post, and then the letter again.

he wonders how long she's been planning this. he wonders if their talk helped this or harmed it, or it did anything at all. he wonders where she is, and then he throws his pda across his dorm room.

natsume collects it after ten long minutes, bringing the post back up. settling to read it again, head aching, wishing his eyesight was gone already so he wouldn't have to see this.

he hits reply and types. )

thank you for transcribing the letter for us, crona-san.

( and that's it. he'll keep an eye on the post, but he is not

he is not

just going to sit by and do nothing, again, and watch someone he cares for disappear because he didn't know what was going on. he can't. he won't. the only problem is not knowing where to start...

he takes the knife he has beneath his pillow and goes to the void. it's quiet and weird there and people don't like going to it so he'll be alone and he doesn't think he's going to find anything, so it's perfect to collect himself in. )

Edited (wow im so emotional i forgot his userNAME) 2021-10-16 03:17 (UTC)

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what the fuck, no, i refuse, im gonna go look for her

..........
thats really long

[he is so...]

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SHES LIKE SEVEN

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THEN SHE'LL JUST BE HIS LIL SIS ITS FINE