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sou hiyori. ([personal profile] antitoxin) wrote in [community profile] yogen2022-02-15 03:56 am

spoiler for love: “break-up”-ish, spoiler for life: “death”-ish.

Who: Midori & victims
What: Despairzone 2022
When: Valentine's day onwards
Where: Yogen high school (maybe?)
Warnings: TBE
decrypter: (place.)

[personal profile] decrypter 2022-04-06 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
[she nods, listening to the device as it inflates, feeling the strange tightness it brings to one's arm.]

It's not that I dream too often...it's that my dreams tend to exhaust me more than restore me, I think. So I'm more grateful to the nights where they remain at a distance

[perhaps she's saying a little much, but she needs to be honest with a doctor, to explain why it's been so difficult to rest well recently. with the forest added on top of everything else, she feels her grip slipping, and when one is in pain, naturally they seek to remove it however they can.]
decrypter: (ocean.)

[personal profile] decrypter 2022-04-15 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
My roommate might be concerned, if I tried to stay the whole night...I'd like not to leave him completely alone.

[even if her head was hurting her to the point of tears, she'd refuse to leave Subaru. thankfully, it's not that bad - even if her blood pressure does seem a little high for now. stress, really.]

...Are you supposed to be in control of your dreams?

[the very idea is foreign to her, given away by her questioning tone.]
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[personal profile] decrypter 2022-04-16 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
[she follows instruction dutifully, her expression growing more thoughtful as he talks about lucid dreaming. it's a nice concept, and she wants it - if it can ease the fears that lurk around her heart like mud on a lakebed, it would be wonderful.]

How do you do it? How do you become aware of your dreams?