turn off your porcelain face

[mermaidcursed]

Who: Nene Yashiro, Sidney Wolfe & You! 
What: Amity's catch-all for the for two tired souls
When: March, Backdated February
Where: Yes!
Warnings: talk of suicide

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[silentabyss]

...I know. I wish I hadn't hurt you, either. Or myself.

[It's just added to his scars, all the times he's slashed his arms open with his shadows so that he could spend time within the void school resting in a place where time's flow couldn't catch up with him. They're easy to hide, to excuse as something that he got in battle — in a way, they are that, since he was fighting himself every day to live, but...]

In a way, you did save my life. If I kept at it, I probably could've broken the Moonstone's enchantment... I'm glad I didn't. Even if everything was bad, it did have a good ending, I guess.

[mermaidcursed]

( did it? ... maybe. she's selfish though- she wants him with her, with them. so it's enough, at least, and with clamor back... nene nods, but holds in a sigh. )

i just wish i did things better. but
wishing isn't going to help anything
i'll do better. be better.
i promise

[silentabyss]

...me too. I've been trying to be, anyway.

[For all his self-loathing and the way things make him blow up, he'd like to think that somewhere along the lines, he's gotten better. Better at controlling his self-hate and his anger and everything else about him.

Maybe he's gone numb to it all over time, though. Somehow, that seems worse.]

If it helps, I'm not mad at you.

[mermaidcursed]

( does it help?

she doesn't know.



maybe.

or maybe she's too mad at herself for his absolution to mean anything.

nene opens her mouth and a rasp comes out- but what she's trying to say is unclear. )