( how did he get so unlucky, dodging and weaving, and even at the beginning of the month! no amount of dodging, or chiding from ranger could have prepared him for the way sara accosts him in the hall with her good arm looped around, and his eyes catch the cast before on the other before registering her voice and actual presence. the warmth of her body mixed with a leading desire to drive their partnership to another place causes him to stumble in both footing and words, looking at her as if he's done something wrong.
he feels unsure, confused, and what's this about lunch? with him? )
Chidouin-san...
( komaeda could pull away and drive a wedge between them, and he recalls ranger's words that he can just tell her off, but who is to say sara will listen. even if it's for her own good, and with enough resolution, he attempts even though his wants and desires are different from the needs. he makes sure not to yank or pull when nothing comes from digging his fingers deeper in the metaphorical wound that probably doesn't exist in her eyes. )
It's not safe to do anything with me, ahaha... I might end up getting your neck broken, or maybe impaled with a bone. You have to stay away from me.
( it's one hand that settles on her good arm and a light squeeze the next, it seems he's going about this gently. )
[ It's because she's too stubborn to leave him alone, but too prideful to bring up the situation. Usually Komeada is the one who has to break into Sara's comfort, drag her into weird conversations she'd never knew she could have, but now she's the one who has to intiate. It's difficult, but she's going to try hard! ]
Why would that happen?
[ Tug, tug, he hasn't gotten out of her grip yet. Sara pulls him along, one step and then another. They're going to have lunch, no matter what Komeada thinks might happen. ]
I want to talk, so we're having lunch. What's so complicated about that?
Oh... well, I guess seeing my ugly face would terrorize you! Then you'd choke on something...
( the gist of being around him, and yet he doesn't want to place sara in harm's way again. reflecting back on the meeting is hard enough, and avoiding her seemed east at first, but to see the cast face to face causes him to have difficulties in thoughts. hope can be born from this, she's taking this much better than he expected, and maybe he thought too less of of her.
he's tugged along with her, and wouldn't it be nice if they had an actual cafeteria. pick and choose from a variety of meals all inside the main area before typing in the pin code before purchasing. )
...It's about Add-kun right, you're ashamed of me too, right? This'll be a short lunch because I already know. I messed up everything he strives for, I... ruined his hope, hurt you.
( that's the sum of it, not too complicated at all. )
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he feels unsure, confused, and what's this about lunch? with him? )
Chidouin-san...
( komaeda could pull away and drive a wedge between them, and he recalls ranger's words that he can just tell her off, but who is to say sara will listen. even if it's for her own good, and with enough resolution, he attempts even though his wants and desires are different from the needs. he makes sure not to yank or pull when nothing comes from digging his fingers deeper in the metaphorical wound that probably doesn't exist in her eyes. )
It's not safe to do anything with me, ahaha... I might end up getting your neck broken, or maybe impaled with a bone. You have to stay away from me.
( it's one hand that settles on her good arm and a light squeeze the next, it seems he's going about this gently. )
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Why would that happen?
[ Tug, tug, he hasn't gotten out of her grip yet. Sara pulls him along, one step and then another. They're going to have lunch, no matter what Komeada thinks might happen. ]
I want to talk, so we're having lunch. What's so complicated about that?
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( the gist of being around him, and yet he doesn't want to place sara in harm's way again. reflecting back on the meeting is hard enough, and avoiding her seemed east at first, but to see the cast face to face causes him to have difficulties in thoughts. hope can be born from this, she's taking this much better than he expected, and maybe he thought too less of of her.
he's tugged along with her, and wouldn't it be nice if they had an actual cafeteria. pick and choose from a variety of meals all inside the main area before typing in the pin code before purchasing. )
...It's about Add-kun right, you're ashamed of me too, right? This'll be a short lunch because I already know. I messed up everything he strives for, I... ruined his hope, hurt you.
( that's the sum of it, not too complicated at all. )