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sou hiyori. ([personal profile] antitoxin) wrote in [community profile] yogen2022-04-02 03:18 pm

you make my body itch

Who: Midori & victims + Komaeda's bullshit is going here too.
What: Despairzone 2022 Catch-all.
When: April 2022 onwards.
Where: Yogen high school (maybe?)
Warnings: TBE
I'm so selfish I just want my friends,
But you won't let me fuck...
I guess our friendship ends.



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[personal profile] socialize 2022-05-01 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe not...

( it sounds thoughtful, like something she's not entirely sure of. it's not that she wants to touch something dirty or defiled, but perhaps there's the chance that it's simply hiding its worth. all it would need, in that case, is a little bit of polish. to be the one to find the hidden value, she thinks that would be nice, but in the case of nagito, it isn't as if his value is exactly hidden.

with one hand, here fingers slip underneath the fabric that needs to be sewn shut, settling to separate the side that the needle will thread through from nagito's skin. it wouldn't do if she pricked him on accident, after all. with the other, she gently pulls the two torn edges together before taking the threaded needle to the top of the tear. )


But Nagito, you're someone who's very precious to Ranger. He's told you, hasn't he?
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[personal profile] commences 2022-05-02 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, he tells me that a lot.

( there's never a day where ranger doesn't remind komaeda about how much he means to him, and that things would be different if the ultimate wasn't here. he'd say things like he'd be lonely, or no one would understand him, and other problems that would continue all because he didn't have him. at the start, komaeda used to ignore it which was probably wrong, though he finds that it feels comfortable and right when he hears maple mention it again. before, he'd rather ranger find someone else to latch onto and get to know, it was an entire new world for him; yet it was wide, terrifying, and an unknown place when it was just him, and a laptop with crucial data.

komaeda keeps still. )


He cheered up a little more when you and Hiyori-kun appeared, so we all must be in the same boat.

( of ranger's care. )
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[personal profile] socialize 2022-05-09 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Did he? Heehee, I'm so happy.

( it's not as if there was much existing precedent for them to get along, after all; it's a pleasant surprise to hear now. she understands though — being in a new environment, alone, with nobody he could consider reliable except for himself... it doesn't sound like a very pleasant situation by any means. regardless, she lets the smile stretch across her lips as she pulls the needle through the last few stitches, ensuring a clean knot to keep it in place as she finishes up. )

I'd like to think that we're becoming good friends now, but I'm glad there was somebody else here for him too, before we got here.

( just need to cut the thread. snip snip. )
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[personal profile] commences 2022-05-09 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
He does fine without me if you mean survival wise. If you didn't know, he likes living.

( everyone likes living, wants to live, but for ranger, it's installed into his system. ranger was born with the need to survive which ignores any other person that tries to talk him out of it.

it's not that he likes it, it's that he needs to, has to. komaeda doesn't judge him because of it, but their way of living idifferent, and ranger would have done what was needed to keep going without making stupid decisions.

he watches her mending. )


You would have arrived to the Ranger that you know.