yogen | text. un: n.fagin

Oh? [She looks at the bottle.] Yes, absolutely. A real drink. Then I can get my head on straight.

I hope you like sake.

( he cants his head to the side curious, blinking slow at her as he sets the bottle onto the counter before him. )

Wrapping it around purgatory, or did you deal with something traumatic before coming here?

Never had it.

[They stuck to the European stuff. Gin, whiskey, that was Nancy's favorite.]

But I'm not against trying it. [She reaches for the bottle.]

Purga-- no. [Wait till she's drunk. Then deal with that.] Uhm. Well. [Fuck it. She opens the bottle and takes a deep drink. Alright, kinda tastes like wine but with a... drier taste. Something rice-y that makes it smooth. She doesn't hate it.]

I was murdered. At least. I think I was.

( if he knew better not to ask the hard-hitting questions then he'd do just fine! as she explains, komaeda stands up properly so that he can walk over to grab a chair to push up behind her. she can sit if she wants, and komaeda will to by pulling himself up on the counter so he can watch her easily. )

Too soon? Aha... Sorry about that, it's just common here.

( his feet sway back and forth, heel hitting against the surface of the counter. )

...Hm. Why would you get murdered?

( then these cases usually wrap around who probably would have done it, can she accept who did it, and etc. )

It's alright. [At least she has something to drink, and now, a place to sit. She does as she's bidden, and takes a seat. She makes herself as small as she can, not wanting to take up too much space.]

Because my boyfriend thinks I betrayed him. [She drinks more]

But I didn't. I swear, I never said his name, nothing, kept him clear out of it. Didn't even go to the police or nothing. But when I got home-- I don't know how he found out but the rage in his eyes-- He's always had a temper, but I'd never seen anything like it before aimed at me. Then-- God he wouldn't let me speak. [Tears shine in her bright green eyes, her Cockney accent growing thicker the more emotional she becomes.] He grabbed me. Hit me. I hit the floor, and the dog came over but-- Bill pulled him back-- [Her voice cracks, and she can't keep speaking. She just shakes her head, looking down at the floor between them.]

I'm sorry- I shouldn't be unloading this all on you. Bill's a good man. I don't want you to get the wrong impression.

[The man murdered her. But she was still going to defend William fuckin' Sikes.]

( he doesn't know her, but komaeda has a habit of listening to the tales and woes of another person. keeping quiet, he watches the way her eyes start to glisten from tears, and the accent that breaks through from her fear and hysteria (it's probably not that, but she's having a breakdown trying to validate all that had happened).

there isn't a shred of unease from him as he mulls over the name she gave him, and even through all that she must care for the man to keep his name despite... those transgressions. )

Sikes-san! It's okay, it's okay...

( he jumps down from the table to take a small walk over to her (slowly), his hand patting her shoulder gently even though his smile remains. he doesn't really know what to do when someone's tearing up, and it's because of his carefree attitude that he doesn't find himself fit for the conversation... but if he does this, it should work right? at least he sounds concerned about the ordeal.

especially with "how he found out" when she didn't say anything... )

You're here now... ah, maybe that's not the best thing to say, but... You're safe.

( he pulls his hand away, thinking back on the things he's done. her situation is not unlike the one he's dealt with awhile ago, but he makes no mention of it because this isn't about him so instead... )

You mean it when you say you didn't betray him, right...?

( though he's a little worried about this sort of relationship, komaeda isn't fond of people who neglect women so there's a visible frown on his face. )

[He calls her by his name, and she can't help but start to cry, shoulders shaking. She doesn't pull away from him when he puts his hand on her shoulder. The gentle touch is welcome. It always is.

She sniffles, trying her best to do what she always did: hide her tears. She squares her shoulders, blinks back the rest of the tears, presses her hands to her cheeks to try to blot the tears.] Right- right, I'm safe. Safe as houses, they say, but that's what Bill specialized in. [She shakes her head, a smile breaking through, but just the smallest. Her heart still soared to think of him.]

I mean it. Swear to whatever gods there are. I would never. I told the old man about Fagin. Bill ain't involved. [Bill had pretended a young boy was his son in the middle of Spitalfields to bring him back into their fold. Bill had taken that same young boy on a run to fucking Kensington. But Nancy could keep him safe. She could have kept him out of the whole thing. She was sure of it.]

Then you should hold onto hope, Sikes-san... if you give that up, then everything you've done would have been for nothing.

( it's a mantra to him, it's a way of life, and a concept that people tend to forget when they're in their feelings. there's no way to turn back time or to avoid what had happened, but in a way she's somewhat free from that old life, and here she can start anew. her body burned to ashes, and like a phoenix she can rise and proceed with a life more comfortable without fretting over what she's done and hasn't done. )

...Ah, hope is something really special, you know people that come here has something waiting for them. So you shouldn't give up or break down...

( tears are always difficult to deal with, especially when he doesn't know how to cry himself. it's been years since the last time he shed any, he was about seventeen...? those days seem so distant, and he tries not to think about them when she's too busy filling that gap at the moment.

he laughs gently, before turning around to pluck a few tissues from a box nearby. he holds them out for nancy to take once she realizes they were there. maybe once her tears aren't visible, he won't feel awkward for making her cry anymore... )

Now Bill's hope has to be strong enough to face those future perils, it'll be difficult without you because you had kept everything running perfectly.

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