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ten reconnections ➱ un: h. inaba
Hi there, everybody.
Even though there's a tendency to post a lot on these devices, there are times when you need to go to someone for advice.
Lest you never find answers, of course.
Please understand that this is just a silly little post just asking a single question: how do you define friendship?
Even though there's a tendency to post a lot on these devices, there are times when you need to go to someone for advice.
Lest you never find answers, of course.
Please understand that this is just a silly little post just asking a single question: how do you define friendship?
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Everything seems bleak right now, but that's the point of a new school year: a new beginning.
Then again,
How we carry ourselves going forward now that we have a general idea of how the school operates will be important.
Even though there are some mysteries that we still have to figure out... well.
Ready or not, we're stuck in this together for the long run.
Everyone has to deal with this somehow.
Simply put, I don't want to see anyone get hurt.
Or killed, for that matter.
Oh, that's kinda getting off-topic, isn't it?
Never mind.
[ yup. ]
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That's true.
However, we'll figure it out.
Although it might be difficult...
Nothing needs to be left unsolved.
Knowledge is power or something like that.
Still, don't worry too much. I'm sure all the answers will come in time.
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Inaba? Are you in here?
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[She's actually kind of sitting in a corner of the room and while her voice is loud as she calls out, it's also sounding a bit hoarse and sounding rather exhausted.]
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What's up? I'm here to help.
[ Not knowing what it is she needs help with, although he can probably guess. ]
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And it's not like I can go to the nurse's office anymore without feeling uncomfortable, either.
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[ He wouldn't be surprised at this point... ]
If that's the case, I can always help you to the dorms' common room. [ A beat. ] If you want, that is. I imagine all you need is some time to sleep.
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It's no good, either. If I wanted to sleep in the dorms, I would have gotten a dorm room by now. Sorry, I'm being... troublesome.
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...oh, right. ]
What about the student council room? I could lend you the key for a moment.
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You're okay with that?
[There's a strange sense of hope in her voice.]
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[ Maybe? If he explains the reason why, it should be okay. ]
Just as long as you return it when you're done. [ A beat. ] And of course, you don't leak any of our plans.
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[Give her a moment, she's trying very hard to actually compute this as a whole before she squeaks out in surprise.]
Excuse me? What do you mean by that?! Are you saying you trust someone like me not to spill student council secrets? I mean, a bunch of people probably already looked at a lot of the stuff because of the student council murders but still...! Isn't that crazy?!
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Sorry. Shirogane might be laughing just a little bit. ]
It was a joke, Inaba.
[ Linger on that for a second... ]
But, to answer your question, of course I do.
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[Her tired, addled mind doesn't process things as quickly, and while she's relieved that being with another person doesn't make it worse, it doesn't necessarily make it better. And when Inaba's exhausted, she automatically defaults to being defensive.]
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What the hell?
He can't just say that!!]
T-That has to be another joke, right? Like-- 'haha, you're on some prank sitcom' or something like that. I mean. There's no real reason to genuinely trust me in such a way!
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[ He knows what he's getting into if he starts talking about this, so he starts fishing around in his pockets for the key. Still, her reaction's kinda surprising. It could mostly be down to her current drowsy state, but it's still something rare.
Hm. ]
I'll ask this. Is there a real reason I shouldn't?
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[For a good length of time she doesn't say anything. Maybe it's because she's trying to catch herself, trying to shake the exhaustion off her mind.]
Why trust someone who doesn't trust anyone else?
[She answers his question with another one of her own.]
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Someone like that isn't necessarily untrustworthy themselves. Of course, there are probably bad guys out there who don't trust because they're quick to betray whoever they come across. On the other hand, some are just afraid of being betrayed themselves.
[ Opening up to anyone, that's terrifying enough. But doing that just for them to let you down, it's downright awful. ]
Either way-- whether or not you trust me is irrelevant. I'm willing to take this chance so that you don't overdo it again. You're no use to yourself if you can't even think straight.
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[She tiredly complains with a deep frown, laughing with shaking shoulders. But he's right about one thing.
Being afraid of being betrayed...
...that's something that she's dealt with practically all her life.]
I wish things were different.
[Those words are spoken a lot more weakly than she'd like to admit.]
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[ Not on the same wavelength, but this entire experience has been different enough from what he's dealt with in the past.
There are some he's less inclined to trust, for sure. But they typically go out of their way to be a bother.
An obtuse message, and hesitance towards accepting someone's kindness... doesn't seem untrustworthy to Miyuki.
It's something he's used to. ]
Anyway, I'll walk you to the room. I'd feel better if I knew you made it alright.
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This... reminds me of something that happened a long time ago.
[She says that aloud, fingers fumbling with the magatama on her necklace.]
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[ The magatama... something that relates to the club she was in? ]
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During my first year, I had problems sleeping because of a certain asshole messing with us. I couldn't exactly hide my condition, but it got worse when Taichi found out due to a... [swap], I guess you could call it. We ended up going back to the clubroom, to have my physical body rest instead, since it was better than going to the nurse's office in the midst of the swap.
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A "swap", though... ]
As in, you two had swapped bodies? Of all things--
[ He has no idea of the timeline, so all he can think is how weird it'd be to swap bodies with your significant other, especially if you're exhausted.
...actually. He doesn't want to imagine what Shinomiya would feel in his body. ]
He didn't do anything weird, did he? Hopefully he just let your body rest instead of putting more stress on it.
[ ...he's thinking innocently, seriously! ]
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