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Because everyone needs to be involved, a contract governs the entire school.

( that means he can reach people that he couldn't before, and he'll count on his fingers. )

The Vice Principal, your father, anyone and everyone who lacks hope can be erased.

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Can you force hope on people like that?

[ Like "you're going to be hopeful whether you like it or not"
He thinks of his dad and... the guy's a dick, but he wouldn't call the man hopeless. He always felt like the opposite: he knew exactly what he was doing and was doing what he loved and seemed... happy. Which makes everything so much worse. ]

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...No. Hope is special, and no contract could give a person that properly. Hope is by the person, not because it's forced.

( even if komaeda says it like a force, like he wants to drown everyone in it, that's not how it works. the hope that he loves is more romantic, those that can't fin strength from it will use it accordingly, and create more hope along the way. it's a bright light that covers everyone in its warmth, and komaeda hugs himself in thought as he thinks about it. hope can get under one's skin, become that feeling that tingles beneath the flesh and keeps them warm for a moment, and disappears, but it's always there whether they feel it or not. )

...I just wanted to say it to see how you'd take it. If it was something that could happen because of a contract, to learn the extent of it...

[adsum]

Maybe, with the right contract, but it wouldn't be real.

[ There's probably ways to make another person feel hopeful, the same way morphine gives him euphoria and makes him feel invincible if he can make it out of bed. But it's not real, it doesn't last. ]

You wouldn't accept that sort of hope, so if that's all you're looking for in a contract, don't bother making one.

[commences]

...It'd be a replica with no meaning, contracts are tedious to deal with when you can just do it yourself.

( but that doesn't answer any of his lingering questions, nothing that says how to break them or what to do. yet, he's thinking of a world with forced hope, and there's only one manmade hope that he loves. as he looks at rokkun, he couldn't imagine him with a fake hope either, especially one he had to accept without making it himself. it just makes komaeda's skin crawl. )

Who gave you yours?

[adsum]

The principal...? I didn't meet with anybody; it was just a form I sent to the office.

[ Principal's gone now, though. Maybe someday I'll pick up that plot thread again but it's not important rn ]

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( NOT HOW IT'S NO LONGER IMPORTANT it's fine, we have his frozen ass room. )

You sound so, so normal... when you say things like that Rokkun... say something extraordinary, I'm getting worried.

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[ It's not important... now... maybe later idk it's not like I know what I'm doing ]

What do you want me to say? That I made a pact with some god and broke the contract because I died and that placed a curse on the school?

[ It's normal because it was his "be an honor's student" attempt and he decided that wasn't the way to go ]

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Let's place a curse on the school together.

( a small smile, but a smile nonethless because as stupid as that sounds, with it coming out of rokkun's mouth is actually tempting. it's because of how much he acts like a realist, but something a little different never hurt, sort of insane like the "gateway", and things like that. )

Goto-kun could teach us.

[adsum]

[ Don't talk to me about the gateway i'm crying ]

You're way too late for that.

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( stop it haunts me. )

Sacrifice me right now.

( not listening. )

[adsum]

[ closes my eyes at Mizuki laughing at the both of them ]

What?

[commences]

( mizuki tried to save komaeda ngl. )

...? Kill me?

[adsum]

[ He really did. Legit just went "my boy is no good. do better" ]

No?

[commences]

( ok... had mizuki offered himself up. )

Why?

( like... why not? )

[adsum]

Because I don't want to

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What if you were the only person who could kill me? ...Would you do it then?

( you know... because who else can kill komaeda if not him? )

[adsum]

No. Why would I want to?

[commences]

( me scrolling up to see the date of this thread, is not late enough to mention rokkun's psychotic ways. )

Because you're close enough, you have the advantage! So many people would take it...