yogen | npc contact.2

( i'm literally crying, how you stop him because you know what he's capable of. )

Is that so... why did you move away when I kissed you back?

( sure, he did it because he couldn't let rokkun have the last kiss... it was like the last words, can't have that. )

[ I will NOT let him have his way—- ]

I did not. Come here, I'll show you.

[ reenactment of the past, or something ]

( the way we have to feed him crumbs, or he gets too full and think he's capable of anything. )

...If I remember correctly, ( as if dementia isn't always speaking for him ) you rejected it.

( why does komaeda have too move... sighs, and so he gets off the teacher's desk, and he closes the distance between him and rokkun — just a few steps remain. )

Hm?

[ He looks up at Komaeda and opens his arms, expectant. A few steps remain. You can do it. ]

( what's he supposed to do? feel inclined to come into his arms because they're open? ...he pauses, looking rokkun over a little wary, but he'll make his way over with the last few steps...

he's going to stand in front of him... does he want a hug, too? )

[ Yes

arms remain open ]

( places hands on his shoulders, bringing himself closer so the other can do the bulk of the hug if he wants. )

...Rokkun?

[ How do you have an awkward Komaeda hug icon, there's something for every occasion

anyways yeah, he's going to wrap his arms around Komaeda so he can't escape and kiss him on the lips bc ??? he has to prove he's not a coward or something ]

( komaeda is flexible for every occasion, rokkun should be grateful.

ugh, he's going to be a freak and watch, because he has no need to close his eyes, but also because he can feel his face heating up, or maybe that's his ears... neck?

komaeda's not shy about it, but he glides his hands down from rokkun's shoulders, to his collarbone, and once his palms are settled on his chest... he pushes rokkun backwards so he can make him sit on a desk that's conveniently behind him.

it's here that he takes advantage so he can initiate the kiss proper, just one... before he attempts to pull away despite being in his arms. )

[ What was he even try to prove— that he wasn't the one who pulled back, that he wasn't the one who rejected the other, that even when he's being pushed away and given the chance to breathe, that doesn't mean he can't get back up again and give chase.

His leg is janky but not his arms, there's no escape. ]

( it was to prove that... komaeda wanted control of what was happening, and the desk was so he can be the one looming over the other as he peppers kisses on rokkun's lips first, and then at the corner of his mouth, following down the jawline...

and he bites down, just to mirror what the other did to him awhile ago, not too worried about the impression it'll leave until he looks back at the other once again, and he understands there's no escape. )

You're not pulling away because I pointed it out, hm...

( that's it, isn't it!! )

Ngh-

[ WHY why this, don't make me have to write Rokkun being all hot and bothered by the kisses that make him weak and the stab of pain on the side of his next that makes his breath hitch— it's not fair, having this being turned around on him and not being able to reciprocate. ]

...I do what I want. You know that.

You can give me control just this once besides... ( it's komaeda, what would he do that rokkun wouldn't want?

it's different from when they're locked in dead silence, so he can actually hear the other. that's why komaeda stops for a moment, smiling softly so the other can see it. sure!! it was impulsive of him!! the area will heal up soon enough, and then he pouts what a quick change in expression...

is he really pouting, or is he playing (yes) to hover his own lips over rokkun's thoughtfully, but he won't lean forward if the other is against it. )

...I know you're excited to get rid of me on the upcoming month.

[ Like Komaeda doesn't seize control whenever he can anyways? If he doesn't lean forward, Rokkun will, but he has to pull back again to ask ]

What do you mean?

( he kinda do be controlling rokkun's life... that said, he'll cant his head to the side. )

In November, you're leaving, right? It has to be exciting since you're leaving during the festival to avoid my attempt to drag you along with me.

( that means he doesn't have to be around people. )

...Hm, you just don't like being around me. ( there's a small frown, not because he's sad, but a little emotional manipulation because that's all he knows... or he's baiting for something, probably. )

[ He going to flick Komaeda's forehead. ]

Not everything's about you.

[ PLEASE HE HAS METAL IN HIS LEG ]

...Did you really want to go together?

( he's going to flinch from the flick... wtf AND STOP I SWEAR KOMAEDA TOLD HIM TOO NOT EVERYTHING'S ABOUT HIM. adds it to the rubric. )

...Why do you sound hesitant?

( why did he take a moment? why did komaeda take a moment, okay, but he'll hum in thought. )

I didn't see you at the last little mini event this school hosted, so maybe this one would be fun. Hm... but it's important you go to your appointments, ( he'll lower his organic hand to lightly tap rokkun's leg, referencing it. ) right?

[ not the rubric ]

You don't like crowds.

[ People, and noise. For different reasons than Rokkun doesn't like crowds, but a festival is going to be super noisy and super crowded and somehow he can't see himself touring stalls with Komaeda and so it just has to live a fantasy. ]

But you're right. If I miss one appointment, everything gets pushed back, and I wanted to at least make it back for new years.

...

( didn't expect rokkun to remember that, so he stares at him like "you got me there", but that does make it sound rather lonely, but he'll probably do something behind the scenes rather than walking around. festivals are the prime time for his luck to work against him, and he looks off to the side as he acknowledges that. )

Mmm... as a kindred spirit, I understand. Doctors aren't kind when you miss an appointment.

( those cancer and dementia appointments are insane, but he wonders has rokkun ever seen a graph of someone's brain deteriorating. ) Ah, did you finish that painting already? ( the one where komaeda would be with him on new year's eve or w/e if he finished it, he almost sounds impressed since it didn't look anywhere near finished. but he tacks on another question: ) Do you have enough for your appointments?

[ Hmm... Yeah. That fox picture he never had any intentions of finishing. He'll have to go find that and see what he can do about it. ]

...I'll get by.

[ Doesn't matter if he goes into debt here when he plans on skipping town next March ]

...I'm part of the reason why you're in so much pain.

( there goes komaeda trying to remove one of rokkun's arms from his waist because he wants to move while in thought. )

So... let me manage half of your expenses, and you can't say no.

( because it's partly komaeda's fault, and he's also someone who stays in the hospital? he wants to. )

[ There's a frown at that, because he distinctly remembers a conversation about how it wasn't Komaeda's fault but however that ended up, he can't just... speak away guilt or misplaced responsibility or whatever this is. ]

I can say no.

[ ...He doesn't say it, though, because he could use the money. Even if he hates, with every fibre of his being, people helping him. ]

I'll let you pay for half, if you bring me back a souvenir from the festival.

( listen, he doesn't feel bad as he did, actually, now he just accepts it as something he did, and he's fine with it. if one doesn't feel guilty, but understands they're part of the reason, is it truly guilt?

that said, he could say no, but komaeda likes it better when he listens. )

...I'll bring you something, but you're aware I hate too much noise. Can I borrow Fujioka-kun, he'd make a decent slave to carry out my wants and desires when I don't want to deal with others...

( please... )

No. Leave Akki alone.

[ The guy's like a rabbit. If you bully him too much or scare him badly enough, his heart's going to explode and then he'll die. ]

...Is that how it is.

( like he's figured something out just by hearing four words, and komaeda glances off to the side like he can't even look at rokkun.

can't believe that's typed like komaeda does a lot to akki's heart!! sighs... )

I'm really good at telling people what to do, you can trust me.

( like how he controlled the monokuma kids, come on... he has experience. )

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