yogen | npc contact.2

( yeah... npckun is cuter than rokkun, i'm sorry king... kid rokkun looks like he'd be a little bully growing up ngl. when can we give him surgery to fix him so he can stop being depressed, maybe komaeda misses when he was active, and enjoying himself and killing people on a daily. it's his comment that makes komaeda look at his nose first, and then his ears, and one hand rests on rokkun's shoulder to lean him forward so his lips are pressed against his ear.

voice barely above a whisper, )

...Cheeks, but your lips are one of a kind.

( this comes out easily because he was way too focused on his cheeks, and his lips were like right there, and his nose, but rokkun's never been nosey so this is fine. )

[ I remember why I went to bed last night

You ever want to tell somebody to shut the hell up, but at the same time want to hear more? this is where Rokkun is stuck right now, shiver running down his spine when hot breath hits his ear. ]

That implies you know the rest of my family's lips.

[ That's weird, Komaeda. ]

( stop, it wasn't even that bad!!!

komaeda thought of one thing, and rokkun had to be weird and apply another, which he pulls back to look at him like... when, where, how, why, and what does he mean that implies the entire family's lips. he brings a fingers to his own mouth, knuckle of his index finger pressed against his bottom lip. he thinks about it, and no one else comes to mind, and ughhhh it's not like he's embarrassed, but that's not the case. )

Unfortunately ( he says this like a question ) for you, out of all that I've met, you're the only one to...

( ...

...

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It's only been you.

[ Komaeda's the one who said something runs in the family?? Stop this, what is Rokkun supposed to say to this, when he's kissed other people. ]

...do you hate it?

( STOP HE MEANT OUT ROKKUN'S FAMILY HE'S THE ONLY ARATA HE KISSED... oh i'm going to be SICK. )

Now, now... you have to ask me the moment after it happens.

I meant in general.

[ STOP he's not going to sink so low as to kiss Komaeda and then ask "okay, so did that suck or what" ]

( but what's stopping him? he could literally do that to get his answer. )

Tell me how you feel about it, do you like it?

( well, maybe that's an obvious answer since rokkun initiated it, but never hurts to ask. )

[ It's me, I'm stopping him ]

I do.

( i'm literally crying, how you stop him because you know what he's capable of. )

Is that so... why did you move away when I kissed you back?

( sure, he did it because he couldn't let rokkun have the last kiss... it was like the last words, can't have that. )

[ I will NOT let him have his way—- ]

I did not. Come here, I'll show you.

[ reenactment of the past, or something ]

( the way we have to feed him crumbs, or he gets too full and think he's capable of anything. )

...If I remember correctly, ( as if dementia isn't always speaking for him ) you rejected it.

( why does komaeda have too move... sighs, and so he gets off the teacher's desk, and he closes the distance between him and rokkun — just a few steps remain. )

Hm?

[ He looks up at Komaeda and opens his arms, expectant. A few steps remain. You can do it. ]

( what's he supposed to do? feel inclined to come into his arms because they're open? ...he pauses, looking rokkun over a little wary, but he'll make his way over with the last few steps...

he's going to stand in front of him... does he want a hug, too? )

[ Yes

arms remain open ]

( places hands on his shoulders, bringing himself closer so the other can do the bulk of the hug if he wants. )

...Rokkun?

[ How do you have an awkward Komaeda hug icon, there's something for every occasion

anyways yeah, he's going to wrap his arms around Komaeda so he can't escape and kiss him on the lips bc ??? he has to prove he's not a coward or something ]

( komaeda is flexible for every occasion, rokkun should be grateful.

ugh, he's going to be a freak and watch, because he has no need to close his eyes, but also because he can feel his face heating up, or maybe that's his ears... neck?

komaeda's not shy about it, but he glides his hands down from rokkun's shoulders, to his collarbone, and once his palms are settled on his chest... he pushes rokkun backwards so he can make him sit on a desk that's conveniently behind him.

it's here that he takes advantage so he can initiate the kiss proper, just one... before he attempts to pull away despite being in his arms. )

[ What was he even try to prove— that he wasn't the one who pulled back, that he wasn't the one who rejected the other, that even when he's being pushed away and given the chance to breathe, that doesn't mean he can't get back up again and give chase.

His leg is janky but not his arms, there's no escape. ]

( it was to prove that... komaeda wanted control of what was happening, and the desk was so he can be the one looming over the other as he peppers kisses on rokkun's lips first, and then at the corner of his mouth, following down the jawline...

and he bites down, just to mirror what the other did to him awhile ago, not too worried about the impression it'll leave until he looks back at the other once again, and he understands there's no escape. )

You're not pulling away because I pointed it out, hm...

( that's it, isn't it!! )

Ngh-

[ WHY why this, don't make me have to write Rokkun being all hot and bothered by the kisses that make him weak and the stab of pain on the side of his next that makes his breath hitch— it's not fair, having this being turned around on him and not being able to reciprocate. ]

...I do what I want. You know that.

You can give me control just this once besides... ( it's komaeda, what would he do that rokkun wouldn't want?

it's different from when they're locked in dead silence, so he can actually hear the other. that's why komaeda stops for a moment, smiling softly so the other can see it. sure!! it was impulsive of him!! the area will heal up soon enough, and then he pouts what a quick change in expression...

is he really pouting, or is he playing (yes) to hover his own lips over rokkun's thoughtfully, but he won't lean forward if the other is against it. )

...I know you're excited to get rid of me on the upcoming month.

[ Like Komaeda doesn't seize control whenever he can anyways? If he doesn't lean forward, Rokkun will, but he has to pull back again to ask ]

What do you mean?

( he kinda do be controlling rokkun's life... that said, he'll cant his head to the side. )

In November, you're leaving, right? It has to be exciting since you're leaving during the festival to avoid my attempt to drag you along with me.

( that means he doesn't have to be around people. )

...Hm, you just don't like being around me. ( there's a small frown, not because he's sad, but a little emotional manipulation because that's all he knows... or he's baiting for something, probably. )

[ He going to flick Komaeda's forehead. ]

Not everything's about you.

[ PLEASE HE HAS METAL IN HIS LEG ]

...Did you really want to go together?

( he's going to flinch from the flick... wtf AND STOP I SWEAR KOMAEDA TOLD HIM TOO NOT EVERYTHING'S ABOUT HIM. adds it to the rubric. )

...Why do you sound hesitant?

( why did he take a moment? why did komaeda take a moment, okay, but he'll hum in thought. )

I didn't see you at the last little mini event this school hosted, so maybe this one would be fun. Hm... but it's important you go to your appointments, ( he'll lower his organic hand to lightly tap rokkun's leg, referencing it. ) right?

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